Green n Purple's adventures

endless rainy days

2006-12-23T21:24:00.000-08:00

ive been tinkin.. if u love som1.. wld u like 2 spend all special occassions w dis som1? n if u dun, does tt mean u dun love tt person?

i looked ard me, n bein honest w myslf.. im filled w envy.. but im glad.. cos all my frens r able 2 spend dis special day w e person ey loved.. wo ani reminders, ani hesitations, ey knew tt ey were goin 2 spend special occassions tog.. is dis wad u call true love?

ppl quarreld, i mean i c my fren gettin into quarel w eir bf, bt thins wil b fine soon aftr, cos tt person is mkin e effort 2 b w u.. somhw, its ordy blessed 2 hav tt person w u.. irregardless whr u all might b spendin.. isnt it?

jz hope dudes wil reali enjoy emselves today.. love u all..

im bein too hopeful smtimes n reali dumb.. i cant even voice out 4 thins i wan... so perhaps im a lousy gf..

i kp hearin dis.. n i like it alot..
true love lasts a lifetime, true?

Le Petit Prince

2006-06-24T00:21:00.000-07:00

i duno whether tt was said 2 piss me off in purpose bt e truth was i gt pissed off. i realised wad a petty person i was bt somehw i acted lk it didnt mean a thin at all.. cos i smiled..

i wantd 2 giv a cal n i ended up nt doin it cos i cant forget e face tt was given 2 me, in a sacarstic way.. ok fine.. i tel myself.. cos i compared myself 2 him.. in a similar situation n how both of us handled it so differently.. n so i got angrier..

til nw im stl so pissed off.. omg.

u gave smth u loved away. 2 some1 u loved even more. n wad did u get?
mayb im nt tt petty aft all.. though i got nuthin.. i stl gave it away.
cos tt was smth i wantd 2 do initiali. though thins turn out 2 b so disappointin..

The Little Prince,
its reali worth readin all over again.. :))) though i gt another gd book in my hands..

My book cover.. bt its in white.. dis seems older..

The Little Prince, in different languages.. der r 25 in total..

a simple day

2006-05-07T07:18:00.000-07:00

u have to learn thins e hard way..
tt was e onli sentence i registered among e thousands words that woman said..
when i looked into her eyes, i wasnt payin attention..
i was juz tryin 2 show her i was payin attention when i wasnt..
i was tinkin of othr thins.. thins prior to anitin she said..

that was e onli sentence registered cos it was e onli sentence tt made sense..
bt somhow it wasnt easy 2 learn thins e hard way..
u hav 2 b a very strong person.. which i cldnt tel animor whether its gd.

i agree when som1 said dis..
when a ger is tinkin of e thousand possibilities of wad cld b happenin, a guy is juz startin his first.. how true..

i believed in u, no matter wad othrs said..
bt hw much further can i go when i start 2 doubt myself..

went out at 7+ tdy.. we spent our time tokin bout alot of thins.. it was nice cos she gave me alot of advice.. thru her own experience.. i had 2 b grateful 2 my bro.. 4 findin som1 dis great, thnks 4 ur company, my dear bro's gf.. :)))

if i had 2 b honest w myself, im nt feelin gd recently. n dis feelin kps draggin..
when wil e ful stop comes. til smth gd happens, or smth bad.

u woke me up at 10+ unintentionali, n im reali nt pissed off.. in fact, im glad.. thank u, such person, at least u made my day nicer.. :)))

i hate myself

2006-05-02T05:30:00.000-07:00

if i were u.
i would feel disappointd.
i wouldnt understand hw thins cld even end up dis way.
i would b pissed off.

tdy, 4 e whole day, i stood in his position.. tinkin if i were him..

hw cld i ever forgiv myself? 4 bein me.. ive been too self-centred, imature n useless.
4 wad he hav done, n 4 wad i hav did, im lost 4 words.. if ders a fcker in every relationship, im e 1.

e day started off badly, n i ended it worse.. im impressd...

i shd learn hw 2 treat som1 beta. esp som1 so impt 2 me right nw..
im reali sry...

how great.

2006-04-29T11:56:00.000-07:00

its a repeated process.. i get angry n den tel myself nt to.. den i GOT nt angry.. bt once again i got angry again.. n i gt nt angry all over AGAIN..

... i kpt thins 2 myself.. so tt i wil graduali forget.. cos if i mk a big fuss i wld remember it..

i kp tinkin n tryin.. im afraid 1 day i wil stp doin all dese.. cos its in me.. i dun lk 2 mk myself... pathetic...

......

im worn out...

2006-04-27T05:32:00.000-07:00

i hate sch.. n i jz hate it mor n mor as day passes..

i cldnt believe wad i did tdy.. dis is smth i noe i wil nv do.. mayb i dun even noe wad im doin.. cos im too pissed off..

im reali sry.. my fren.. i hate 2 tk it out on a person who is not involved.. cos i noe e feelin suc.. fck.. im losin self-control..

i guess im reachin my limits.

its true.. simple thins owys mks sense.. im jz too stubborn smtimes..

this person..

2006-04-14T10:22:00.000-07:00

though we seldom meet.. bt i'd feel close 2 u each time we tok.. ur wrds mk sense.. it nv failed 2.. e last time we met was ages ago bt e feelin is stl e same.. u noe me wel..

im glad we tok tdy.. even though it wasnt long.. though i din reali say anitin.. bt thins seemed 2 b alrite since.. mayb its e way u c thins.. e way u look at thins in a way i cldnt..

i giv up. somehw.

my very own day

2006-04-12T19:49:00.000-07:00

how long has it been since i cld use 1 hr+ lyin ard decidin how shd my day b spent..

i feel lk i didnt even had a gd rest since e hols.. mayb i shdnt hav started wrk so early.. bt since tml is my last day i shdnt b bothered by it animor.. :)))

i wil owys rem e special rainy day.. n how i cant agree w myself mor tt its owys e smallest effort tt som1 mk.. wo havin anothr person requestin 4 it.. is e 1 tt wil mk som1 rem u best 4 hu u r.. ive met e world's 2nd mst carin person n i wil miss dis person.. as a fren hu cld even hav such an impact on me.. thnks

4 my frens in sip.. jiayou lol

i miss alot of ppl badly.. n i hope i can mit up w ya' b4 sch starts.. esp DUDE k..

today is gona b a simple day.. everythin wil b done slowly n simply. all in a way i wan it 2 b.. im selfish. jz 4 tdy.

life is reali unfair. nuthin is fair frm e start. bt it doesnt matter.. even if im e one 2 lose out in e end..

im glad ure beside me.

im gettin mor confuse w each closer step

2006-03-07T08:24:00.000-08:00

hai. i duno whether i shd tk a step forward or back.. dis time i feel like im seein myself.. mayb i shd change my way of tinkin.. somehw i wish 2 noe more.. yet i cant seem 2 express myself well...

ders reali alot 4 me 2 tel u.. if u can feel it..

ure feelin pissd.. i wasnt.. til i noe ure..

though u may nt c it.. im reali doin alot 4 u.. bt i owys took a U-turn in e end.. cos im afraid i might b another disturbance when ure ordy troubled..

i like dis feelin.. stress-FREE!! :)))

2006-02-21T23:27:00.000-08:00

i hav finished my exams!!
good luck 2 dose stl havin eir papers lol..

i had pps on 3 days consecutively.. lol tdy was e most xiong 1.. i onli had an hr of slp.. me n jan secretly camped in sch.. we each had 3 servins of kopi 2 kp ourselves awake..

we studied al e way thru dis mrnin since it was e last pp.. at 5+ a.m. when we cldnt continue animor we took a short break n slpt 4 awhile.. n when we woke up.. its like... nitemare..

we saw a guy slpin at e bench opp us.. i tink its cos we wer reali too tired tts y we din hear ani1 cumin.. e worst part is he hid his head inside his bag....... its like we tot he had no head!! heng we took a few mins 2 figure out his head was inside e bag..

aft e shock.. we decided we muz qin xing lol so we went sports hall n jan took a bath.. on e way we saw 1 grandpa practisin taiji in e tennis court.. we looked so crappy beside him.. hes like so ful of energy n we're super worn out..

n e worse is we wer wearin e same clothes 4 two days cos we din went hm.. luckily canderina brought som t-shirts 4 us.. thnks lo!lol

slpin time!

e week is over

2006-02-11T02:59:00.000-08:00

e worse week is finali over.. i wonder how did i do it.. but im glad we're able 2 clear all our stuffs :)))

i miss 2 of my BEST frens dam badly.. hope we can mit up lol been too busy.. sry if i cldnt mit up w ya' smtimes.. my dear bamboo n gorilla.. oh ya dude's bdae is cumin soon lol so u muz stay excitd k..

i wonder if i shd get e shirt 4 Ü.

breeze

2006-01-26T06:22:00.000-08:00

it wasnt such a gd day.. quite many thins happened in sch tdy.. n i had no mood 2 do anitin aft sch..

we intended 2 go canderina's hse initiali bt in e end we sat n tok til 7+ in sch.. i guess all of us wer equali affectd..

i reali hope in e end der wil b a solution whr 3 of us wil b happy..

erm.. dis is nt a triangle love.. haha

thnks aniwae :))) cos even though all of us r so dam sad.. u all stl bother 2 comfort me..

20062201

2006-01-24T06:02:00.000-08:00

im slowly pickin up e pace.. firm n progressin.. finali.. thnks.. reali.. my motivation :)))

i cant say hw hapi im.. bt its reali lk e flower in my heart BLOSSOMED hahaha

2006-01-05T21:26:00.000-08:00

went 4 dr william's record breakin marathon ytd.. eh which is actuali tdy lol.. e time slot 4 telcomm students wer frm 2-3 am.. at first i didnt even consider til jan told me e benefits.. haha cca points n loa 4 a day..

hmm.. aft i heard tt i immediately put my name down in e list lol bt i stl wasnt sure if i shd go cos if i went it wld mean i wld hav 2 slp lesser n later..

bt jan was quite sure tt she wld go n i reali wan e loa 4 tdy.. n mayb ur msg playd a part too.. so i decided 2 go 4 it..

haha n when i went der.. i was reali dam dam dam shocked.. cos i saw three wolves hidin behind a notice board.. at first i tot it was some ppl hu gt too tired aft e run tt ey decided 2 sit on e grass 4 a short break..

when e wolves ran out.. i almost ran 4 my life hahaha thnks dudes!! it was reali a surprise.. even though i might nt show it on my face.. i was reali dam high jz tt im nt gd at expressin myself.. n i muz control my tears or i wil b dam paiseh..

i cld finali understand y when i ask jan hu was she w she din ans.. y ridhwan calld 2 ask whr was i.. cos it was the e wrk of e 3 wolves penny, simin n belinda hahaha

4 all e ppl tt hav wished me.. thnks :))) reali.. i reali appreciate it.. simple wishins lk dese mks me feel dam sweet(omg dis is e onli wrd i can find 4 usage) cos i noe at least u all rememberd n mk e effort 2 send me a simple message.. n mayb 4 som1 hu has been wishin me consecutively every day til e date is correct lol..

so ok.. nw im officiali 18.. ok.. 18.. no.. but i jz cant force myslf 2 type it.. im officiali 19.. lol hope all my wishes come true(reali dam alot i very kiasu) n every1 ard me stays happy!! :)))

e day was great w all of ya

2005-12-27T08:52:00.000-08:00

ytd was a great day.. e steamboat was great.. e talk were sick n nice.. n even e walk 2 e ulu place was gd.. i reali enjoyd myself.. esp when its w all of my closest frens.. u all r reali dam ZAI ah hahaha

n i muz reali thank simin 4 grantin 2 of my wishes lol n bein so nice cos u let me had e bed while u slpt on e floor.. thnks k.. ure reali dam gd :)))

im too tired.. i guess i hav no time 2 b confused n no time 2 play dis kind of guessin games..

im afraid 2 mk a similar mistake hence im lettin thins go.. cos i believe every1 has smth tt belong 2 em.. n im tryin 2 find it.. or im nt even tryin 2 find it.. cos its nt so impt 2 me nw..

hapi 19th bdae louis!! im glad ure owys older den me!!

2005-12-20T08:37:00.000-08:00

dis pp is reali fine n im relieved.. i was about 2 giv up cos of my 1st pp.. bt it seems fine nw.. 1 more pp n everythin wil b over!! gd luck every1!

n dude is hapi cos dude's dude is cumin back.. ok enjoy ur time dude.. i hope he enjoy e beer here.. n mst importantly enjoy U HAHAH n dun wori dude.. ure beautiful.. its truuuueee.... help me thnk ur dude 4 askin me along.. bt if i go we wil fight over u dude.. JIAAaaaa.. so u muz enjoy mor beer cos u muz drink my share.. bt dun get drunk or u will tk out shan zi n start fannin HAHA!!!

k im beat.. i reali nid a gd rest.. zzz..

mayb its u..

2005-12-16T07:37:00.000-08:00

haha hmm.. term test cumin soon so wil b quite busy recently.. 3 pprs.. reali alot lesser den last time.. a lighter burden mks me feel calmer n happier.. hope it will b over soon so i can mit up w my frens n spend erm our post-christmas tog.. yA r reali special n impt 2 me.. cos we'v fought so much n shared so much tog..

haha ok.. same here dude.. i hope i can reali mit all of u on 26th dec cos i miss e time when all of us cld gather ard n spent some time tog.. i miss all of u.. jh, wk, wl, min, bel, peny.. haha even though all of u ive seen nt more den 10 days ago.. except jh.. so u beta turn up..

n u dun hav 2 go missin lol or il hav 2 find u.. nw ure on my blog.. gd luck 4 all ur pprs k :)))

e past 2 days had been lousy.. due 2 my laziness..

2005-12-12T18:20:00.000-08:00

i woke up dis mrnin feelin guilty n disappointd.. im reali disappointd w myself.. i gave up on my wrk jz becos i had no wil 2 do it.. i didnt attend lesson tdy jz cos i knew i cldnt went empty-handed.. hai for two days i had been skippin so many lessons..

n e worse is leavin my grp members behind.. i remd when david switchd grp we promisd e teacher we wun neglect e grp n we wil do our wrk.. i duno whether ey had a discussion tdy.. n sry haider cos i cldnt help u print out ur wrk.. i tink e teacher might b quite angry.. cos in e phone call i told her i wil get mc.. it was in a jokin tone.. bt i made it came true.. fck..

she is a very nice teacher.. i feel reali sry 4 bein irresponsible..

i hope i wil learn 2 tk up responsibility or i shd jz fckin die..

SMILE cos ure on camera :)))

2005-12-10T04:43:00.000-08:00

some fotos we took in sch usin janice's dig camera.. haha dam fun!! esp e part when we wer arguin n EY tryin 2 do stuffs tt r reali too funi n stupid le.. :xxx

behind all des smiles.. we wer fightin!!

the camera provider

actuali der was 1 whr janice was tryin 2 climb a wall.. dam cute lol bt i wonder whr is it now..

i hope u can call me.. n find me when u nid som1 2 tok to.. cos ure definetely worth all my time..

2005-12-08T08:22:00.000-08:00

e stress is over.. haha at least 4 dis short while.. jz hope 2 score well..
i wonder hw my fren is doin.. somehw we cldnt contact her.. i feel reali sad.. went 2 check her timetable jz nw.. she changed her course.. i was reali relieved 2 c tt.. cos i feel tt as long as shes stl in e sch tryin 2 complete n obtain a dip.. tts gd enuf le.. at least she din give up..

i reali hope she wld reply us.. n we had planned 2 find her on mon.. we went 2 check her timetable.. hope she wil attend her lesson cos we'l b waitin 4 her outside her classroom..

dis fren is a very nice fren.. i remd e times when she used 2 tel me her past wo concealin anitin.. n i reali cant stand bt admire her.. cos shes dam strong.. smth i wil nv b..

thins come n go.. n its a sad thin when ur jz so helpless bout it..

i noe my dreams n im givin my best as i wan my dreams 2 be my reality..

2005-12-07T01:00:00.000-08:00

tdy rushd 2 sch 2 tk my quiz.. initiali i tot i was havin my bnt n ive ordy decided tt i wil study mor on my scktsys quiz aft tt.. bt when i went into e class.. it was scktsys quiz..

i jz stood der n stund 4 a few secs.. n den i took my ppr n wrote my own formulas.. haha gone case le :'( i wasnt tt sad though.. cos i spent most of e time studyin 4 bnt so i didnt expect much frm scktsys..

bnt was hmm.. :))) i took e effort 2 memorize e theories n understand e calculations n im glad i chose 2 focus mor on bnt over e other 1.. i might nt b able 2 score even if i concentrate on scktsys.. n mst importantly i weigh eir percentage haha bnt 10% scktsys 5%.. of cos bnt wins :)))

finali met up w jen tdy haha aft so long cos we werent able 2 find a time when both of us r free tog.. shes nice..

but stl.. frns tt u noe 4 a longer time(muz CLICK!!) r owys e best.. lk belinda dude.. jiahui dude.. n dearest penny dude..

n im reali hapi 4 both of u.. though i smtimes c ya bein sad over em too..

Digicomm is over.. :)))

2005-12-05T04:36:00.000-08:00

i feel dam hapi bout e quiz tdy.. i did finish wad i nided 2 n w e lecturer's help e quiz was even beta.. :)))

haha gt back my java.. dang.. 24.5/50 lol den i tel cher.. wah my mrks lk tt very wastd.. den he luffed n agreed 2 round it up.. yay.. at least pass.. cos dis test reali killd alot of ppl.. im hapi jz 2 clear it..

ders a quiz tml again.. hmm.. at least im quite motivatd 2 finish it.. cos i noe aft dis week sch might nt b as stress as it is nw.. n i dun wan 2 regret 4 nt even mkin ani effort 2 try..

im nt tt weak animor.. aft all dis.. ive learnt tt thins r nicer when its simplest..

its easy 2 offer advice bt its nt easy 2 decide urself..

2005-12-03T07:09:00.000-08:00

i tink my reluctance 2 study is e main reason y i woke up at 2 today.. hai 4 quizzes n 1 graded lab mks me feel reali tird.. however dis time i reali feel lk scorin so im reali tryin my best 2 finish everythin.. :)))

i like e feelin when som frns call u up jz 2 mit u 4 a short while.. cos der r owys som frns whom u feel uve known em quite wel n long n ordy feel comfortable yet u dun owys hav e time 2 mit up..

hai.. im confusd rite nw.. i duno if im doin e correct thin..

if onli i can run ard when i'm slpin..

2005-12-01T06:50:00.000-08:00

aaa.. i dun wan!! im dam scard.. i dun wan 2 gain a kilo.. nt even 100g.. i wil b dam paranoid.. i dun dare 2 tk my wgt.. cos im afraid 2 c whr e needle stps..

i rem durin e hols when i took my wgt i was dam shockd.. cos i gaind 2 kilo.. den i did more sports n lost 4 kilos in e end.. so i trid 2 maintain.. cos maintainin is easier den losin..

recently i duno wads wrong.. im so old 4 puberty le bt i jz kpt eatin lol.. jz lk tdy.. i had a heavy lunch.. evenin ate w belinda n daivd.. den in e nite i ate so much.. went tamp w my mum.. n i had rotiboy, n.. n.. n.. so many ns' tt i cldnt even rem wad i had..

u cant blame me 4 bein paranoid.. cos im a ger.. n gers r lk dis... :'(

nxt wk is dam stress.. so many upcomin quizzes.. n e worst thin is.. i eat mor when im stress.. o..om..omg.... :'( i muz hpynotize myslf nw.. i hate nice food.. i onli lk watr... n vegetabls...

im nt intimidatd..

2005-11-29T04:09:00.000-08:00

ive gt dis bad habit of nt checkin my hp regularly enuf.. even though ive improve alot bt smtmes dis bad habit jz comes back.. i feel bad tt i wasnt able 2 check kenny's msg tdy.. sry kenny.. haha hope nxt break can mit up.. :)))

tdy had my java lab test.. it was disappointin..

haha bt e gd thin was alot of ppl die w me ^^ lol 11 qns n we had onli 1hr 45 mins.. its impossible 2 score.. i remd on our previous lab we spent 2 hrs on 5 questions.. 11/5=2.2?? n y r we given lesser time instead.. haha i onli collectd 3 signatures bt its ok.. i dun mind mass suicidin lol

aft sch walkd all e way hm w eva n canderina.. ey plannd 2 walk 2 tampines so ey offer 2 send me haha so nice.. thnx..

e rain jz stppd sud.. its nt even coolin e atmosphere enuf.. i hope it comes back now.. :)))

promises r made 2 b broken

2005-11-28T06:17:00.000-08:00

no srys 4 anitin..

yes. dis is life.. n dis will b my full-stop

if ure a victim.. so m i.. so tt doesnt giv ani1 ani reasons 2 get wrked up..

im glad 2 hav an one n a half hr journey w jan.. n nxt time it wil b u hu wil giv me an ice-cream treat.. :)))

tird again..

2005-11-26T09:18:00.000-08:00

had my grp mitin tdy.. was quite a gd 1 cos we completed e wrk.. n i had a clearer concept of e topic we r researchin on.. dis grp is nt bad cos ey r nt dose ppl hu wil stress e grp members yet every1 wil do eir job..

everytme i completd a discussion or a proj.. i feel relieved n abit happier.. mayb its e feelin of bein able 2 accomplish smth n learn smth frm it..

wil treasure dis day.. cos its special..

llitsstruhtraehym

2005-11-25T09:31:00.000-08:00

i duno wad ure pissd at.. cos i feel im nt at e wrong.. n u jz affctd my mood..

i was feelin somhw hapi bout e game in e aftnoon bt nw im feelin lk shiet all over again..

tdy's match was a nice 1.. we came in 2nd n i reali feel gd.. it feels lk everythin is worthwhile..

ani instant when i tot of u.. ders owys happiness n sadness.. i duno whether its gd or bad..

im reali tird nw.. i wish i cld get back to e hols when i can get plenty of rest wo worryin 4 anitin..

i nid concentration..

2005-11-24T04:55:00.000-08:00

dis song used 2 b my fav song.. n nw it shall b my fav song again..

i wonder hw long i nid 2 lie 2 myself.. mayb another thousand blog..

i lk smth alot.. since young.. i noe its hard 2 get wad u wan in life.. so nw i can onli try hard.. by puttin in alot of effort.. i reali hope i can perserve.. cos i reali hope 2 get smth at least closest 2 dis dream..

i can finali get a gd rest.. cos ive done half of my thins.. jz hope 2 hav a gd dream.. smth of similar..

very tired..

2005-11-23T02:30:00.000-08:00

i feel reali tird.. n ive given everythin a tot.. i tink i shall onli use all my strength 2 do thins tt r in top priority nw..

dis way.. i hav more thins 2 occupy myself w.. i dun wan 2 regret in e future.. n i hate myself 4 bein lk dis.. ive no confidence animor.. its nt lk i used 2 hav it.. bt at least nt lk wad im nw..

dis sentence "hav more confidence" was repeatd by alot of u.. thnx.. bt i doubt i can find em nw..

i had badminton match aft my sch tdy.. we lost.. bt i enjoyd e game.. smtimes in life u dun nid 2 win 2 enjoy thins.. david's leg is injured n can c hes in pain.. im hapi 2 at least c tt he completd e game.. tts sportsmanship.. n its nt his fault at all tt he cant giv his 100%.. i duno y he feels its his fault.. if i won under great pressure.. i wun enjoy e game.. i wld prefer 2 lose n enjoy e time..

went hm st aft badminton.. tts when i totali cant move le.. im reali very tird n hungry.. when i was eatin my cousin calld.. she was at downtown east w her frns n ey cldnt gain access 2 e chalet cos all of em werent 18 yet..

i was lk.. wah.. den i went 2 mit her der.. 2 help em get e keys.. can c ey very greatful n guilty tt ive 2 com al e way der 2 help em.. bt actuali its ok.. i mean i udnerstand e feelin when u try 2 get help n u cldnt.. n mst importantly im quite close w my cousin so i feel its worth it..

aft tt my cousin sent me hm.. we tok all e way.. n shes e 1 hu reali knock some sense into me.. even though shes younger bt i feel she understands thins alot beta den me.. im glad 2 hav made tt trip.. her words r vassurin.. n i owys feel dam nice when i tok 2 her..

saw my pri sch teacher.. i rem sendin her off when i was in sec 3 i tink.. n nw shes back haha n she cld regconise me when i call out 2 her.. she stl look so young.. bt e feelin when i tok 2 her is totali diff as yrs ago.. when i was 12 e conversation is dose of an adult n a child.. nw it feels lk a fren.. can c shes hapily w her life.. she muz b hapi w her marriage.. i feel hapi 4 her..

i tink in life.. its reali gd 2 learn 2 appreciate thins than 2 grumble.. i hope i wil learn 2 change eventuali..

even if ure reali sad.. u can stl feel hapi in betwn..

2005-11-22T06:15:00.000-08:00

im dam scard of myself nw.. anitin i say.. no.. onli all e bad thins.. will come true.. n in e shortest time..

k.. frm tdy onwards.. i wil lie 2 myself everyday.. til i feel im alrite wo u..

worth is inequalities, one man's junk might b another man's treasure.. i duno y.. bt u owys hav such a nice way of rephrasin thins tt i jz hav 2 agree w u.. i reali nid a special fren lk u 2 b by my side..

n my secret is.. evrythin inside e box r ur belongins.. i cant afford 2 risk u findin out..

view of e track at nite is reali nice..

2005-11-21T07:20:00.000-08:00

even if u noe e concern might nt b 100% sincere.. u feel glad.. cos at least ders some1 hu mks e effort 2 at least ask.. thnx :)

ive learn nt 2 doubt ppl.. til ure betrayed.. cos i believe tt der r som ppl out der hu r sincerely nice.. even if ey r jz hi-bye frens :)

smth mks me feel lk its so close yet i noe it wil nv b mine.. it mks me feel reali inferior.. mayb i juz dun deserve good thins..

im reali tird of guessin n worryin.. 1 more time n i wil die..

match

2005-11-19T02:57:00.000-08:00

had e captain ball match 4 director's cup tdy lol quite fun.. my team made up of rui quan, david, alston, rui quan's cousin n yi siew..

hahah der r a few times when thins get funi.. we had e height advantage cos all e boys very tall.. den david asked his frens 2 throw higher when shootin.. his fren very on den reali throw dam high .. we jz watch e ball fly out hahaha den david said CHEEBYE..

der wer 2 teams which made me n yi siew quite scard.. 1 was calld e red indians.. cos ey wer very fast n eir teamwrk quite gd.. e other 1 even e guys oso abit scard cos its made up of dam muscular guys.. n its reali reali dam muscular.. eir arms r lk a combination of all my team members' arms thickness..

amazingly.. we won all.. hahaha!! we reali dam hapi..i tink e key factor was e height advantage..

mostly e game was run by e guys haha e gers jz mrked ppl.. n ders dis ger im quite pissd w.. cos she tink she AH LIAN?? stand der n push me dam hard when i din even bother bout her.. bt its jz a game n i dun fight w dose kind.. too loser..

haha aniwae im glad we got into e finals.. im quite afraid 2 mit e nxt opponents.. esp e grp w david's frens inside.. cos ey won all e way like us in eir grp oso..
ridwan said 2 times i looked so tense in my game i shd relac lol bt i reali nt tense.. mayb i gt e kiasu look..

oh ya ey wer sayin e medal wld b in e shape of a chair w a person standin.. DANG lol we all dam shocked.. bt nm.. haha cos we joined e game 4 enjoyment nt reali 4 e medals..

mon is badminton.. hahah jz hope we at least look pro.. n if possible dun lose too much..

or...

win all?? :X

angels n demons

2005-11-13T00:55:00.000-08:00

iv finali finished e book angels n demons..

i wntd 2 tk dis readin slowly so i cld enjoy dis bk 4 a longer time.. bt e author was too gd.. u reali cant stp readin at a certain pt..

nw it markd another borin start of my life!!

1 more day n dude is cumin back.. FINALI.. IM SICK OF WAITIN AT E MUSHROOM.. im excitd 2 c all e pics.. cos ey shall b ur NOVEMBER pics.. n i can secretly c ur bro hahaha

n i shall c e stuffs u bought n hear all e thins uve done w ur bro's gf hahaha

ive learnt 2 change e gas.. w no flames visible.. den when e gas uncle c he -.-"..
i -.-" >:( den very paiseh hahaha.. mz thank him 4 teachin.. mayb nxt time i can b gas auntie...

u r a special person..

2005-11-09T07:07:00.000-08:00

i rem e way we first knew each other.. we hit it off well n since den uv been a very special fren..

a kind of fren.. we dun often mit.. bt i do tink bout u.. ur way of speakin n e thins u said..

so its e best if thins remained dis way.. or i wld lose u.. dis special fren.. im protectin myself.. bein selfish.. bt im afraid i wil b a waste of ur time.. n mst importantly.. i reali treasure u..

struhtraehym

2005-11-08T08:12:00.000-08:00

i feel lk luffin at my pathetic self..

ur words mks no sense 2 u..

trash tt comes out frm ur mouth mks me feel even stupider..

contact lens..

2005-11-07T06:47:00.000-08:00

i jz cant stp myself frm sayin dis.. im sick of repeatin it bt sch sucs.. nuthin is gd bout it.. nuthin 2 qi dai.. nuthin 2 enjoy..

e onli gd thin bout tdy is.. mitin purple.. thnx god our timetable quite alot of days can mit up.. or i fckin die.. n dude u dam skinny n pretty even though u r bai jia nu.. hope we get e dam nice roti prata soon..

dam SUAY.. i duno wad 2 say.. first day of sch.. n dude.. u saw e opened pants guy.. i oso duno wad 2 say.. i wished 4eva wun c.. den first day saw him.. wtf.. bt at least dis time.. i noe in my heart.. im numb.. i dun feel anitin.. im dam glad..

tml's sch day again..

when blueskyfades togrey

2005-11-05T10:37:00.000-08:00

i jz cldnt slp.. i kpt on tinkin..

r u e worse becos u made me feel so used or r u e worse becos u r e present tense..
bt frm tdy onwards i swear u wil b my past tense..

i tink im jz one in ur runnin list becos im owys so available.. mayb im e fifth or even tenth uve asked.. thnx god i M FOREVER NT SWT..

i reali enjoyed dese few days.. spent mostly w my best fren.. e bai jia nu..
thnx dude.. how i wish we cld jz mit every nite.. n play arm-wrestlin at starbucks.. w nuthin 2 wori 4.. and MY hansum indian guy amusin u n U amusin e chinese hansum guy...

n il read a strybk.. when u wan me 2 shut up.. n ul play ur ipod games.. when i wan u 2 shut up.. dude.. ure reali dam pretty.. n slutty hahaha

sch has nuthin 2 qi dai.. im reali sick of it.. it mks me puke.. i hope 7th of nov nv comes..

06

2005-10-26T09:40:00.000-07:00

yan zi has a new album.. finali.. its reali worth buyin.. her voice owys mks evry track so appealin.. esp track 06.. i hope she can beat show n b top on e list again.. haha even though i lk show.. hope he b second den(his mv w jolin suc).. haha yan zi best.. :)))

ke you lun

2005-10-17T20:36:00.000-07:00

i reali lk dis song.. n i feel tt dis guy has gt e voice 2 sing it.. bt i dun reali lk e way he was introducd cos its lk he li yong alot of da pa ming xing 2 mk his name more xiang liang.. hes ordy talentd.. he doesnt nid help frm dose singers..

演唱:柯有伦
柯有伦-哭笑不得
电视台里在点播唱烂的情歌
我一个人开着车经过约会福利社
想起你的轮廓假装你都还在这
路旁一堆垃圾提醒我的爱都已下课
我对你付出从来不搁浅
以为爱可以收割你却对着我说
baby no no no no
哭笑不得我又能如何
走的理由竟然先假设
哭笑不得个性不合
你想看我到底有多难过
哭笑不得非走不可
你想感受难分与难拾
哭笑不得唱起情歌
才能深刻感受到我真的拿你没辄

DARLIE green tea toothpaste

2005-10-10T22:26:00.000-07:00

holidays' great.. esp when u can do anitin u wan.. nt wad some1 wans of u..

tdy when i was brushin my teeth.. i was dam shocked.. i smelled green tea.. den i took a look at e darlie.. tea care.. ahahah toothpaste oso can b flavourd.. bt its weird cos i feel lk swallowin e toothpaste.. mint is a beta choice... mks u wake up n feel jing shen..

wow.. everythins green tea nw..

hahah rem 2 get dis toothpaste MYDEARIEZZZ(hahaha!!)dudezzzz.. cos u can finali smell of green tea hahahaha I READ UR BLOG.. I BRUSHED MY TEETH 4 TIMES TDY!! tml i report 2 u again ahahaha!!

dam e useless frenster

2005-10-05T22:08:00.000-07:00

its been so dam long since iv gt so pissed by e some web.. n its frenster.. y do ey hav so many godam new functions which wil lag e web further.. frenster is gettin more n more laggy.. i jz wan 2 li yong it so tt i can hav som url 4 postin.. blogger owys has dis characters limits thin tt mks my yahoo fotos useless..

oh man.. n some of e new functions r lk worthles shiet.. y do ppl nid 2 know hu viewd eir profiles.. so as 2 thank em?? y do ppl nid 2 know who has received new testimonials.. so as 2 congrats em?? frenster jz suc each time ey upgrade..

aniwae found a new website 2 view 1 very pretty ger!!

im a puppet nt a whore

2005-10-04T23:59:00.000-07:00

i can finali get bck 2 my old life.. :)
mct is done..

i miss e mst beautiful THEMAID fren.. dude i hope evythins alrite 4 u.. u sound dam sad.. i fasterest save up by sellin dao huay.. aft tt we can go 2 e towers 2 eat fish n drink e beers frm bars which r coke...

hahaha.. nt tt clear though..

i lk 95.8 short stories..

2005-10-01T09:41:00.000-07:00

if u do tune in to 95.8 smtimes.. u wil probably catch some meaningful stories.. dis is one of dose i liked very much..

女儿: 爸爸你能够告诉我你一个小时能赚多少钱吗?
爸爸(生气): 你为什么想知到..

女儿(怕): 爸爸你能够跟我说吗?
爸爸:一小时大约能赚二十元美金..

女儿: 那爸爸你能借我十元美金吗?
爸爸(愤怒,心想女儿还这么小会需要这么多钱吗): 不能!你现在马上去睡觉!

女儿二话不说,乖乖地回房间

爸爸心想女儿平时从不跟他要钱,也许她真的有什么东西想买..

爸爸(进女儿房里只听见女儿的哭声): 女儿你睡了吗?
女儿: 爸爸,还没..

爸爸: 这是你要的十元美金..

女儿不再哭了,她微微一笑从口袋拿出了一张十元美金

爸爸(生气): 你明明有钱为什么还要跟我借钱?

女儿(把两张十元美金交给了爸爸): 爸爸这是二十元美金,明天你能早一个小时回家陪我吃晚餐吗?

haha scrabble is fun.. amazingly..

2005-09-26T10:27:00.000-07:00

miracles do happen :) ..n when it happens wo u expectin it at all.. its reali a nice feelin.. thnx 4 evrythin ganma..

n at e particular place, its surprisin 2 c it though thins parted in diff ways.. bt its nice.. too..

i nv knew scrabble can b dis fun lol...

thins might b hard bt if u look at it in a diff way.. its way easier den uve ever tot

i wan 2 do it! haha.. no.. im left w no choice.. pls let me mk it....

my cousin had a wallet on des characters haha so cute..

i hate bein sick nw..

2005-09-24T09:56:00.000-07:00

i reali duno wads wrong w me.. first i had red eye den it became sore throat.. aft my red eye healed i was tinkin finali everythin is ok nw.. but my sore throat became worse.. i drank lots of water n den e sore throat healed..

den i became coughin.. it became worse n worse.. i cld nt even complete a full sentence wo coughin.. i had 2 wake up in e middle of e nite 2 walk ard e hse til e coughin stps..

im reali pissed.. when wil my illness go away..

n den when i was readin a bk.. i felt smth.. i used my finger 2 wipe it.. its blood.. my nose is bleedin.. omg.. its been so long since i had my last nose bleed..

if i was younger i wld jz luff it off n use toilet pp 2 stp e bleedin.. but nw so old le i cant tk e blow.. i start tinkin i hav lung cancer le..

dam.. i m coughin again.. hai..

affectd

2005-09-18T01:52:00.000-07:00

it used 2 b a weekly routine.. den it became a monthly routine n as time passes it becam a yearly routine.. we grew older bt we do rem u.. i reali hoped u can leave in peace grandma..

des 4 days wer reali tirin but i guess i wasnt e most tired person.. thru all dese i learnt more bout our tradition.. y mirrors were covered when some1 passed away.. e crementorium was reali far n its a sad place..
got 2 know n tok more to my cousins durin dese days as we rarely c each other. they r reali nice.. i hope we wld stl get tog durin cny in e future..

thnx 4 endin.. fckinschterm..

2005-09-10T10:28:00.000-07:00

i cld onli mk a choice out of 2 pps.. i felt lk dyin.. i din wan 2 get a p grade 4 a subj i used 2 score well n i din wan 2 tk a sup 4 e subj i knew i wld nv pass in e sup.. my bro tlked 2 me awhile.. in e end i decided 2 hav a p.. i spent 2 hrs tinkin of all e stupid thins ive done n i gave up on both.. i went 2 slp at 4+ n my fren msged.. he said tml he gona teached me my tlprn so tt i can pass.. when i calld him i told myself nt 2 cry.. bt he cld hear i was cryin le haha he said dn la he dun lk n i slpt 4 2 hrs n met him in sch.. thnx 2 him i tink i cld mayb skippd e p grade.. thnx 4 helpin me out so many times.. dear fren.. :) if 1 day i cld ever help.. bt i guess im too useless 2 do u any favour.. bt 4 u.. il do cow do horse.. n helped out e best i cld..

i cld nv believe myself when i heard tt some1 said "u reali nv study? i dun believe u can learn 8 chpts in such a short time.." thnx 4 believin tt i m such a person hu likes 2 study so much n lied 2 u i didnt study so tt i cld score well n luffed hard in my heart at ur grades.. do u ever tink?? hu was e one hu said "die la" n in e end scored a beta grade den me.. i was e 1 hu scored e least even though i managed a pass.. fck u 4 misunderstandin me.. 4 so many thins i didnt do.. bt i dun even bother 2 explain 2 u.... n i dun hate u.. in short i dun feel e hatred when i nv felt attached 2 u in ani way.. i c no reason in hatin.. let thins remain dis way.. its e best u fcker..

nw dis part is 4 my sillydickybeardyspcialkylepurplebiatntaitHOT n truely special fren.. haha u dedicated part of ur strybk 2 me n nw its bck 2 u.. dude SWEET... thnx 4 discoverin stupid d.ic.ks. w me.. n 5566 is bck.. ur fav HAHAHAHAHA
jz wan 2 tel u how much i miss u even though we jz met on fri.. i miss u as much as i miss 5566.. do u??? yes u do says u!

im reali glad e sch term is over.. nt in e same way i used 2 want it 2 end so badly.. shiet it..

my hp is again dead again n again.. i tink i over-charged it... hahahaa cos eevytime e batt flat so easily den i was reali pissed... so i decided 2 charge it 4 very very long.. n when i woke up.. i tink my hp batt cld nt tk it n it exploded n was gone...

woke up at 3+ tdy.. hai.. initiali planned 2 mit belinda 4 sports bt i woke up so late.. belinda im reali sry.. n when i wntd 2 call u.. i realised i brought e exploded phone w me.. i cldnt mk a call... n dear too sry.. i msged u in msn bt i guess u were ordy slpin.. stupid phone.. reali sry sry sry... my hp suc jz lk me..

tdy is a nice day.. i jz spent e whole day at my cousins' hse.. 2 hses.. its reali great 2 b kids again ahahah i hope i can enjoy this special way 2 spend my day til im old.. its very nice when u can own so much wo spendin a single cent.. kinship is reali priceless..

haha my dear xintian.. though u wun b readin dis.. bt i reali cant believe we spent an hr walkin in rounds.. i reali feel dam great lk im wearin e smartie pants u lovd... we finali reachd hm aft 1 hr plus of walkin lol.... frm tampines to tampines.. luchi n luchi= stubborn luchi hu kp insistin we shd turn left even though it owys bring us 2 e wrong place..

ow...3+... muz slp nw....

8 w big mac home..

2005-09-07T00:08:00.000-07:00

cant fall aslp.. so decided 2 ask mingyang out.. went bck 2 sch aft i left.. it was ordy 10+ den she was waitin 4 me at e bus stop der.. den she looked pissed n i looked sad.. shes pissed cos initiali we met 2 go 2 her hse n stay overnite n burn midnite oil bt her roommate dun wan cos shes scared 2 let ppl c her face in de nite.. den mignyang fought w her.. haha thnx... im sad cos my cousin told me our tutor contracted nose cancer.. i reali hoped shes recoverin.. cos shes reali a great teacher.. she cared bout us n taught us social skills.. wo her my factorization wld stl b shietty..

met mingyang at e bus-stop den we decidin whr 2 go.. we tot tt e sch might b e best place aft all den we went bck.. bt der was onli 1 gate left 2 enter n der were 3 security guards.. its ordy over 1030 hence ey cfm wun let us in.. den i told e security tt ive left smth inside n i nid 2 get it.. mingyang acted along haha.. e security let us in bt said ey wld escort.. den we insist no nid escort cos its a short trip den we walked away dam quickly haha n ey din follow..

went engine n realised der were stl quite some ppl in sch haha i tink ey hid frm security.. mingyang n me decided 2 stay out so we jz chatted til 12+.. den we went design n den.. e secruity guards were der!! omg.. den ey say.. y we find smth find so long lol den we say sry sry n we left design.. we went bck engine 2 use e toilet instead den we were tinkin shiet.. cos if we go bck engine n if e security followed us.. dose ppl in engine wld get caught oso.. its lk we indirectly dragged em dwn.. so we quickly go 2 e 3 ppl at e inner benches n tel em 2 hide cos security comin.. den ey lk very steady haha stl crap w us.. lk dirty old uncles! in fact ey were ppl of middle-aged.. i was quite shocked cos frm e beginnin i assumed ey were students.. i tink ey r oso students bt its e nite class 1.. ey were quite funi actuali cos can c ey reali kiddin n den ey say dun scared la come sit w us.. hahah stl say nm security come ey dun mind oso... den we erm bth n went 2 toilet.. haha let em die.. when we were in e toilet we heard louder tokin voices.. hahha dose 3 guys got caught i tink e security chasin em.. when we walked out of da toilet.. we peeped.. omg... e security were sittin on e tables n qiao jiao somore hahaa n ey were tokin hapily.. all of em r frens.. tts y ey priviledged.. -.-" nt fair!!

haah aft me n mingyang gt chased out.. we decidin whr 2 go.. she say go hotel lol wth den we decided 2 go to 24 hrs mac in e end.. no more bus servies so we walked der instead.. haha nv walked frm tp 2 t.intr so ermmmmm n i lu chi somore.. bt cos its in tampines so its lk nuthin 2 me.. we walked 2 bus-stops n den i turned left n found a short cut.. haha tt route was e route i owys walked last time.. w belinda 2 wanlins(we owys call tt bus-stop tt) bus-stop den we wld owys go 2 sch tog.. i remd alot of thins when i was tkin tt route.. missed sec sch.. e feelin is exactly e feelin when i was goin 2sch.. cos e sky is stl dark lk dose times..
haha we reached tamp.intr aft lk half n hr.. mingyang said she felt lk we climbed mountains hahah.. we sat der bought food n kpt studyin til 7+.. reali very tired bt i tink ive learnt alot.. thnx mingyang.. haha copied my notes 4 mingyang cos shes dam tired.. aft tt we went hm.. its dam tirin bt its a nice way 2 spend a day..

ure later by 5 secs yet faster by 1 sec.. aiyo.. cheater!! hahaha

2005-09-05T10:58:00.000-07:00

ger:hey i wan 2 break up

(WRONG)
boy:but i luv u
ger:if u luv me let me go
boy:sniff sniff
(CORRECT)
boy:k lets break up bb
ger:hey erm wait.. mayb we can try it out again..

read dis frm a web.. haha shows how fan jian human r.. n i guess its true..

ive learnt more bout myself n othrs.. its shiet..

i tink i muz start 2 love more.. cos thins arent worth hatin..
ive given enuf.. so do u.. dude.. bt mayb its diff.. stp givin.. its shiet cos tkin is e easier process.. bt givin shapes u.. into smth more beautiful..

k.. dude i hope u finish up ur 12 chpts.. while im tryin nt 2 waste my 40pctge.. i wan 2 clear all at once..

haha vick is reali great.. i love his smile though i frownd.. n his b3 n c1 was reali hard..

thnx louis.. reali.. uve helped me lk 10000000TIMES(mayb more).. i duno hw 2 repay u.. i feel reali youfu 2 hav a fren lk u..

haha k time 4 supper.. oh ya i hated her.. bt nt e song.. haha

congrats weilian..

2005-09-01T08:43:00.000-07:00

haha weilian won.. tts good.. i stl rem at e very beginnin of e competition when he strummed his guitar n sang a song.. upon finishin i was lk.. omg.. den 1 of e judges said his voice is mei hua shuo(too gd).. haha aft tt e female host quan yi feng cried.. he reli deserve 2 win..n when e last part when weilian won n cried when he was singin.. it was reali touchin..

haha shes soooo cute!!!

recently owys slp at 3+ cos nid 2 revise 4 e cumin exams.. stl rem last time ey said 2+, 3+ a.m is e eerie time cos its e time when dose thins lk 2 play ard..
ytd when i was studyin at ard 2+ den i heard som1 pullin sofa n movin eir furnitures ard den i was lk.. omg.. i haven finish wad i plannd 2 study.. hw hw.. run 2 bed n slp or act lk nuthin happened.. e worse is i recalled e conversation w my fren very long long time ago.. lk in pri sch time.. i asked my fren "since we hear ppl pullin sofa upstairs or playin w marble upstairs means THEY r upstairs rite??" if lk dis den at least beta.. but my fren said.. "no la i tink ey r beside u"
wth!! i tried 2 remain calm bt dis kind of thin very hard.. e more u wan act lk nuthin happenin e more thins happened!! i lk can sense smth bt i noe its lk a mental thin.. even my own breathin i might tink its nt mine cos i m too scared.. nuthin happened except i almost faintd den i gav up n went 2 bed quickly..
last time e newpaper had dis article whr ppl wrote in n tell eir stories when ey heard marbles droppin at e middle of e nite or pullin of furnitures.. actuali i tink alot of ppl did hear dis b4.. den e contractors' explaination lk crap.. say contract of thins or duno wad lift sound den sound lk tt.. or mayb reali gt kids play marbles at midnite.. bt my pri sch fren live on e mst top floor le.. means when she hear gt marbles drop.. reli gt kid go rooftop n play??
hmmmm... i tink dis kind of thin its reali e best 2 act lk nuthin is amiss.. if u hav done nuthin wrong haha den u hav nuthin 2 b afraid of..
i tink i finali gt it thru.. its gd 2 miss a few thins in life.. it might bring forth greater thins.. e thins u missed might b trash hehe!!! xD

tired week...

2005-08-27T10:45:00.000-07:00

last few days too busy to blog.. had alot of projs bt managed 2 clear em by e help frm some frens.. thnx alot dudes.. reli relieved tt i was able 2 clear em in e end cos dis sem reali abit xiong.. so many thins n for alot of stuff i was uncertain wad has 2 b done..
hahha was readin a blog introduced by fai.. too funi n violent le bt tt guy abit knowledgeble cos he toks bout serious stuffs sometimes..
e electronic penguin fan reali super cute!! stl hav light lol..
dis wk accomplish quite alot of thins so i m pleased.. met up w a very long time special fren haha e fren's stl e same very funi n cute.. yawnzz..
hope 2 finish e revision by end of nxt wk very tired.. slp nw..

sexy voice..

2005-08-12T03:30:00.000-07:00

went to wild wild wet w penny on tues wow it got us high jz lk towelie did when it was on drugs.. we shared a float sometimes n we slept in e waters.. e sun was great bt it left a terrible tan on me.. i wonder y smtimes.. ppl get tanned bt i dont.. i got red instead dam.. n every1 luffed n purposely hit me on e burnt skin.. lol bt nm.. sometimes its gd 2 suffer.. da waves were great except e part me n penny almost drowned.. thnx 4 savin me dude.. ure greatzzz... e bangas wow lol ey were reali great cos ey were 4eva on e 1.8 waves.. hahaha i jz luv spendin my time w u dude cos ure as biantai as me..

all of wild wild wet..

Tdy asked fai.. if he asked a ger 2 b his gf in public n she rejected him wad wld he do?? he said..... he wld run away vroooom HAHAHAHHAAH CANT BELIEVED HE SAID TT.. sam even worse.. he will beat e ger up omg.. dese r e worst 2 kind of situation dat can happened.. dam em lol..
tdy went free access lab 2 practise lab hehe very satisfied.. aint no fail no more!! hahaha i jz love dis song.. cos of e woman.. her voice very sexy.. "n t f e e l i n s u n s h i n e y?" i jz love dis sentence..

my hp....

2005-08-06T00:53:00.000-07:00

ytd lost my hp din realise it til i was at e bus-stop.. cos i had e habit of checkin my stuff b4 i left e sch.. i panicked n went 2 find mianyang n she very nice went w me ard e whole sch 2 find it... bt stl cldnt locate it in e end.. hai.. very suay.. i dun reali mind losin e hp.. bt its e contact list tt i mind e mst.. aft losin e hp i somehw realise hus e impt ppl ard me.. cos i very sad 2 lose eir nos.. i wished tt fkcer get dumped by her partner as soon as ey r tog.. nt i bad la bt i jz cant stand dose fckers hu steal hp.. 1 day when ey lose smth ey wil noe e feelin.. i jz hope ey die nw..
mianyang told me e time when her rental money gt ripped off.. it was dat time she realised hu r her closest frens.. cos gt 1 fren noe she dam broke bt kp askin her out 4 meals n pay 4 her.. n another 1 lent her 1000 so tt she can rent another room.. she say dose ppl dam jiang yi qi.. actuali mianyang dunoe tt shes oso 1 of dose fren hu is very jiang yi qi..
i lose my temper easily recently.. dunoe y.. hai.. sud so envious of dose ppl hu own dam good temper.. its lk when smth happened n i jz get so pissed n when i turned 2 look at em.. eh.. ey show no anger.. den i wil start to tink.. y r ey so nice.. while i get agitated so easily.. feel reali guilty when i fa pi qi.. sry ppl n thnx 4 forgivin.. i jz sux..
went 2 e police station ytd 2 mk report 4 my lost hp.. muz produce police statement in order 2 get a new sim card f.o.c.. e police station looked abit too eerie n stern w dull lightnins n onli 1 computer desk, 1 table for ppl 2 wait n some chairs.. abit too quiet.. mayb cos quite late ordy.. bt e police officers r friendly n helpful..
hai.. nw stl muz settle all e hp stuff.. fai hope u get e mst beautiful dustbin in heeren lol.. while i can get my vs2 soon..

tired..

2005-08-02T05:38:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. tml ders alot of thins 2 b done.. gt 1 quiz, 2 thins to hand in.. cant find my portfolio.. i wonder if i threw it away.. very tired... i hope i can slp at least 10 hrs tdy..

my roxy slippers is cryin.. i can hear em..

2005-07-26T07:12:00.000-07:00

Today is a nice day hahaha cos our classes ended at 12!! Normali our lessons end at 4 every tues but tdy our maths lecturer was sick so we cldnt continue e lesson. The teacher was like writin 1 word on e transparency den he looked up n say.. class.. i tink i cant continue e lesson today.. i m feelin sick.. den we ended our lecture aft 15mins.. i hope e teacher recover soon cos he looked reali pale n his eyes were red.. den our maths tut was oso cancelled.. hahaha den fai, sam, jan, mianyang n me went 2 e lib 2 catch my big, fat greek weddin hehe it was a nice show despite e poor startin.. e endin was reali cute n sweet hahaha esp e part when e old granny gt splashed by e water when she was tryin 2 leave e hse again..
tdy mianyang stepped on my slippers n it came off infront of quite many ppl outside lect lol abit paiseh bt try 2 hide it :x hahah mianyang even funnier she luffed lk she cldnt believe it.. dis slippers broke once b4 when i was playin table tennis n fai fixed it 4 me usin his magic fingers.. den tdy in lib w david so suay he stepped on my slippers again lol n dis time broke again.. hahaah i was abit paiseh again cos gt a bunch of ppl! bt reali too funi le so i cldnt care n jz kp luffin.. haha aniwae he fixed e slippers.. hehehe den he went 4 his lect le..
Tml gona play sports w fai ey all.. hopefuli lol cos reali quite fun w eir new improvised chinese dragon n india phoenix ping pong skills wow tt was an eye-opener 4 us lol :X

shes soooo pretty.. n shes e spokesman 4 citigems.. so i muz show her pics n some products of citigems..

haha shes 1 of e spokesman too.. bt joanne is seen more.. OF COS.. xD

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Most of e jewellery r dam nice.. hahah bt joanne's face is stl e nicest....

MSPY

2005-07-20T01:25:00.000-07:00

則懡這懡奇怪!? tell me y.. tell me y.. hahah dese few mrnins kp listenin 2 dis track n e followin track aft dis.. remind me of e days me n pinny chase energy.. recently i like mk full use of e sch resources.. i watched alot of dvds in e lib n spent alot of time in e sports hall.. tml gona bk court again hehe cos pinny wans exercise too n we had dam lots of time..
hai.. today my lab test was :( e teacher like kp helpin me bt no use cos i dun even understand e basics.. in e end i told him cher nm i xi guan fail lab liao den he looked at me like i very ke lian lol den he gave me 1 last hint... tt was e hint tt almost killed him.. cos he told me to connect e ports den i connected audio out to another output port hahahaha now come 2 tink of it i dam dumb.. e cher looked lk he cant believe it :X hai... i tink 0 liao lol
watched bring it on again w mianyang, sam n fai ytd.. dam nice haha shows alot of bithces w briliant moves haha but dis show cant b compared 2 bring it on..
aft tt i met belinda n david.. i booked 2 court, 1 squash 1 badminton den we spent 2 hrs der.. n i learnt 2 put scissors in scissors paper stone nxt time..
finali its wed.. haha i wan 2 watch alot of tv shows today!!

incredible tales is nice..

2005-07-18T07:06:00.000-07:00

its e first day of sch aft e term break.. abit tired cos nt xi guan 2 wake up so early.. haha today fai, sam n me nv skip ani lect cos we've learnt 2 b more hardwrkin.. kp tinkin of runnin n stuff.. feel lk runnin lk mad.. hahaha watched yamakasi in e lib w sam n fai.. janice was nt der w us cos of her fever.. tt show was very interestin n i liked e way ey climbed n jumped.. was talkin on e phone w ed when i was watchin incredible tales.. omg.. when he hang up e phone i got scared sud cos i was alone in e livin room.. luckily left 10 mins haha den aft tt was david blaine's street magic.. wow he is reali gd at it.. hahah bt south park made him lk erm.. a clown lol.. k.. time 2 watch tv again..

squash is fun..

2005-07-15T06:31:00.000-07:00

caught jue dui superstars haha vnice n missed out on lost again!! haha today stayed at sch til quite late erm.. sry kich!!! if u by chance c dis i m reali sry k.. stayed in sch til late nite a few times b4.. last time its owys 4 project purpose bt today its diff cos its 4 sports purpose.. feel reali energetic even though its super vigorous.. felt abit ke xi tt i din took up e same thin w regina in my first sem.. haha watched a volleyball game tdy.. i was deeply impressed by e players.. like e way 2 players standin tog to defend e approachin vball near e net.. haha belinda... i oso wan my drivin licence!! very tired.. go slp abit so tt can wake up 4 wo cai..

es21

2005-07-11T22:41:00.000-07:00

recently its like i cant get enuf slp at all.. smth wil happen n i wil hav 2 sacrifice my slp 4 e impt thins.. i can finali understand tt aniwhr can b a bed when u r reali tired..been at e hosp 4 2 days le.. phew everythins alrite.. once i reached der i wil find a chair n jz slp on it.. den my bro came tdy n asked me 2 go hm cos i looked reali pale.. actuali can understand cos i cant live wo 8 hrs of slp.. nw is tp term break bt kinda too short.. 1 wk is nt enuf 4 anythin.. i dun understand y i kp cin things fallin into other ppl hands.. when wil it ever come 2 me.. mayb i dun deserve thins tt r too good..
went to energy concert on sat.. it was very nice bt e diff was me n pinny din get so high as we used 2 a few yrs bck.. hahah isit cos of 6+? bt energy's faces stl got us high at a few moments.. ey r stl so cute n ahdi's voice was reali good.. when he sang e hong dou (wang fei's song) i jz cldnt blinked.. it was reali too nice... how i wish he cld jz kp singin n singin.. bt cover his face hahahahah :X
aft energy zai jian sin-ga-pore me n belinda went 2 david's chalet hahah kinda fun.. esp e part when e bed broke i jz cant stp luffin.. bt i tink me n belinda cant tahan a nite wo slp n too much liquor, e next day we stl mz go out hahaha den belinda called 2 say she tou tong hahah tc dude n c u on thurs 4 an excitinbadminton match :X miss k-box.. bt dun tink wil go so soon... go catch my slp liao....

southparkisforbarney

2005-07-08T05:59:00.000-07:00

aw... my blog song stl wldnt come out.. hahah aniwae exams r finali over!! hmmmm hapi bdae liwei hahah 18 le muz b LOST again k!! watched south park today hmmmmm stl very jimmaaaaa!!! kids.. its bad 4 ya... dun watch it.. jz lk barney n teletubs..

the worst kid in town...

hahah cant stand e way kenny toks..

Jew boy...

hahaha butters hair suc...

uve jz gt frag..

KLYE!! e crappier 1..

jimmaaa...

timtimmmm..

MY FAVOURITE!!

jiahui is FINALI 17.. belinda is FINALI 18 muahaha!!

2005-07-02T20:53:00.000-07:00

BELINDA N JIAHUI.. hope both of u loved ur bdae presents.. NI HYAKUUUU!!! me n penny san broke.. hahah ytd was reali fun.. very long nv go out lk dis le soooo i was high... DUNCH U... initial D was dam nice thnx 2 my edison, belinda's jay, PINNY'S SHAWN N JIAHUI'S CHEN XIAO CHUN MUAHAHAHHAA!! Waitin 4 jiahui san 2 send me our fotos so i can post it hahah i jz loved e way we throw our face..... in public..... e way we r retards.. timmaaa!!!

OUR FOOD!! We fought over em n jiahui broke her grape chair...

hahaha e hindi pose was a failure....

Pinny wans tt cow...

fukada kyoko

2005-06-29T08:07:00.000-07:00

stupid sch.. stupid system.. another tired day... jz feeel lk slpin 4 another 14 hrs.. i tink i walked too much..

saw a classmate's file.. haha he has gt taste.. cos of e pic he put..

sun yan zi

2005-06-27T05:46:00.000-07:00

Thnx 2 my fren.. i realised i hadnt blogged 4 a very long time lol my blog very kelian :'( so i decided to help my blog.. prepared 2 fail my retest today, cant believe it.. i took mc w faiza (not faizal hahaaha) so tt i can hav more time 2 study but when i went to e classrm today i stl hadnt finished half of my thins.. but in e end e teacher told us tt we wil hav retest nxt wk!! hahahaa onli 3 ppl so we super hapi.. den ders dis grp of ppl request let teacher let em retk oso so ey can score beta.. cher face -.-" say he wil kana sack haha.. term test cumin soon le sian tp owys so rush 1.. n we hav so many lab stl havent finish.. i wonder wad r lab 4.. waste of time cant wear slippers somore cos ey scared we kana electric shock -.-".. i rather get electric shocked at least we can hav another day mc.. haha today my classmate super funi.. she frm china den when she say e f word she lk gt e qiang n she tok lk a drug addict so she sounded lk she singin e wrd f..
browsin thru n saw sunyanzi's new pics.. cant stand her smile.. BEAUTIFUL!!
hahaha n twins too.. super cute!!! lookin at em mks me high :x

n shun bian dis is e man hu is 4eva soooo hensum... xD

..

2005-05-31T07:58:00.000-07:00

unhapy thins is happenin ard me n i hate dis feelin.. i dun lk 2 feel sad n i hate ppl 2 feel hapi when i m nt.. i feel dat mayb i cant tk jokes tt well too.. i m losin all my confidence.. bt dis is gd cos i can ignore evrythin n pretend i m nt der again..

jenny was a fren of mine..

2005-05-26T09:01:00.000-07:00

since e start of sch, i been feelin more n more tired evryday.. hai guess i lost some1 hu had been so nice.. its owys so hard 2 decide wad 2 feel n how 2 feel.. hope wkends come soon...

:))))

2005-05-24T07:38:00.000-07:00

today go new class abit sad cos i din even feel lk goin sch initiali.. den when i entered e class even worse cos e ppl oredy noe each other le n i dun lk e idea of tryin 2 blend in w em yet i dun wan 2 be alone.. took a seat in e last row den som1 came in.. its.... itssss FAIZA!! hahaha i super hapi cos i noe him frm last sem cds.. den i smsed him sayin i behind him.. i kp observin den he din check his hp so i jz waited 4 him 2 notice my existence!! finali when e tcher called out my name hahah dats when faiza turned back.. yay!! he changed his hp number no wonder he din c my sms... whole day stick w him dam comfortable cos we can kp crapin n pi pingin ppl :x heng he in my class or sch reali terrible.. durin e break met kenny wow nice tan he gt.. even more nan guang nan hai nw hahaah n he owys wil ask.. wo you mei you more shuai le lol aft sch met david n belinda haha n din get 2 eat my fish n chips :'( yay jz found out my jap lec have peon oso!! hahah nw hav jason n peon hope wun b alone cs i hate it!!! my dis sem lec grp oso hav a sporty n cute ger named wenhui whom i noe frm last sem de.. even thg we not vclose n she has her grp of frens bt quite hapi 2 c her cos i knew her frm chicky dance 1 lol n i saw haixia at ard mensa der!!! she soooo cute n pretty hahah n she w a whole grp of gers so lihai! engine sch can say quite few gers so can hang out w a bunch reali very good lol tdy saw alot of frens so i feel quite hapi.. bt stl i cant stand sch cs muz study!! it suc.. n i tink jason made me screamed e loudest today.. :x when we saw each other we shouted dam loud abit paiseh cos ppl turned n stared bt at tut der so nm lol somore i tink oso hav alot of ppl der screamin cos super noisy... jz hope sch dun suc.. reali hate e feelin of bein alone in class or break!! I hope my frens wil mk e effort 2 find me cos i will definetely mk e effort 2 find em as i reali lk e feelin when i hang out w em.. :)))))

lost..

2005-05-12T23:07:00.000-07:00

today slp til 11+ feel very gd, long time nv slp 4 so long le.. called my aunt cos ey told me she called me when i was slpin, den she told me she had given me two concert tickets so i went 2 check my study desk, n den... omg... ITS ENERGY!!! lol last time jay, nw energy very kaixin.. cfm givin my another ticket to penny cos go concert w her very high, we suc.. haha later hav 2 wrk.. sian.. tink go out earlier 2 shop abit..

shuffle a life..

2005-05-03T08:59:00.000-07:00

Today smth sweet happened.. a young ger ard 12 came in w her grandmother 2 purchase a top. Initiali, when e young ger walked over n asked me "dis 1 got M size?" i paused n tink, M is too big 4 her n i told her "i tink S is jz nice 4 u" den her grandma smiled n said, "she buyin 4 her mom" haha den i smiled n tot 2 myself, die die oso muz find a M 4 her.. when i gt her a new piece, she stood at e counter, becos of her hgt, i cld barley c her head.. auntie scanned e price tag n said "$20 ty" den e young ger opened her purse n took out 2 ten dollar notes, she looked so lost n cute, den her grandmon asked auntie whether ey cld come back 4 exchange if e top cldnt fit, in most cases, we usuali do it, however e top goes under e non-exchangable catergory tts y auntie said "dis 1 canot, sry" i tink me n auntie tinkin bout e same thin at dat time.. (if reali wrong size den dam wasted cos e ger so filial) tts y we kp askin e grandma bout e mom's physique. Haha we decided dat M is e correct size eventuali. When ey walked out of e shop, i looked at e breadtalk plastic bag e grandmom was carryin. It was a cakebox lyin inside of e plastic bag, i tink e ger's mom is a very lucky person.

her world

2005-05-02T08:07:00.000-07:00

today received a cal frm jason at ard 10+, he flyin 2 japan le, so good.. tok 4 bout half an hr den can hear he reali tired n abit sad, he began tokin bout a few things den i feel sad oso.. hope e trip mks him a happier person when he is bck..
hai... 'm tired n i guessed i learnt 2 b a more hyproctical person cos 'm startin 2 realise e improtance of bein able 2 protect urself.. auntie said mei ge ren dou shi zhi shi de, yao bao hu zhi ji, bu yao xiang xin bie ren..

yam paste..

2005-04-29T08:00:00.000-07:00

today aft wrk went 2 find my mum to go home together, haha tts y i lk wrkin in tm, cos can mit mum aft wrk, go wrk oso super fast.. rushed hm w mom so i can hav more time 2 do my things n slp earlier, rest is reali very impt..
saw belinda on e way lol den we chatted abit n den i ran 2 catch up w my mum..
today even though alot of ppl bt all r window shoppers, auntie told me dat cos nw end of mth ey no money, waitin 4 pay tts y nv buy lol, every mth oso gt abit of dis pattern 1.. so i said den startin of mth we hapi isit she say yes lol.. den at 6+ auntie say wah, yao diao yu liao or today sales jialat, when i hear dat i cldnt stp luffin cos i imagine ey all fat fish.. den i rem last time at suntec when some customers tried at least 10 pieces n din buy anitin my colleague super cute, when ey left she smiled den aft dat she grumbled "qu shi la.." hahah actuali yes... ey suc... bt smtiems i oso lk dis.. so i cant say much oso.. :x
tml muz wake up early again.. arghhhhhh so long nv slp til shuang le.. beta go prepare 2 slp to ensure sufficient rest! xD
aniwae, hapi bdae ah gong even thg u cant c dis cos u duno hw 2 use comp lol, i love u ah gong cos u oways help me so much, bt u owys nag at me too much oso.. :x
purple u oso.. dun flirt w my ah gong too much... DAM!! hahahaha..

red bean ice-cream

2005-04-28T09:17:00.000-07:00

not late today, effort paid off!! xD haha today very nice cos aft wrk mit penny den we go da chi te chi haha e nicest part of everythin is e ice-cream.. at first we wanted andersons 1 den ey say no more n penny damn funi, she said selfish bitch when we left.. cos we know ey surely hav but ey wan eat emselves!! in e end we bought ice-cream at 7-eleven.. mine so ex!! penny 1 so big cheaper den mine den i kp grumblin.. haha but e money reali worth it, cos e ice-cream super nice gt milk flow out :x
today gt 1 jap customer, she gt very gd complexion bt her eng suc :x she kpt sayin mila mila, den i tinkin huh?? in e end i realised she said mirror -.-" lol bt she quite you li mao, cs she smiled b4 she left, haha some jap customers vxiaozhang dun lk em, cos eir mk-up very nong lk ghost n ey looked very evil :x so today finali met 1 nt bad de.. so overall, all of em suc, 1 out of 10 den gt 1 nice leh.. unlike e ang mos, ey very nice.. 9 out of 10 smiled when ey entered n smiled again when ey left, i guessed out of e foreigners, ang mos mst easy-goin..
today gt 2 guy shoppers, wow ey so shuang kuai, if onli hav dese kind of customers everyday cos ey jz picked some clothes n say, i wil take dese n jz paid n left.. we kp :D cos dis kind dun waste our time due to eir decisiv character..
tml muz wk up early mit penny 2 play haha go slp liao.. yay.. ZzzzzzZ

wun b late animore

2005-04-27T09:01:00.000-07:00

today wrkin at 2pm late for two mins, reali hate dis bad habit of mine.. i oredy adjusted e time on my watch 5 mins faster dan standard spore time(i very sure dat is spore standard time cos i owys check e clock at mrt station) 2 convince myself dat i m late so i wil rush, bt whenevr i looked at e time on my watch, i wil luff n say 2 myself "aiya i adjusted 5 mins faster so dun nid walk so fast, can tk my time.... -.-"... no wonder dis trick nv wrk on me b4, cos i suc at lyin to myself!! NOT GOooNA B LATE AGAIN, I PROMISE MYSELF DAT TODAY.. if ever i late agin, i wil slap myself til my tears kuang biao.. my fren dyed her hair into a darker color, i tink it mks her look prettier cos she look younger n more you jing shen haha, tml 1230 again, sian til 930 while my fren can go hm earlier so xian mu her, nm fri in tm, i lk wrkin der cos nearer 2 my hse haha everythin oso convenient.. wrkin may be tired, bt dis is life, ren yi ren jiu guo qu le.. hai when im in sch i wished it was hols, but nw i missed sch, actuali i onli missed e sch food n e time i can mit my frens aft sch, especiali penny n belinda..
today realised dat all e ppl wrkin w me can form southeast asia lol, gt taiwan, hongkong, indonesia, malaysia, singapore( "(y)" purple, jh, u noe dis sign rite!? xD) n phillipines, bt e filipino quit b4 i joined haha thus duno hw she looked lk, i noe of her existence cos i usin her tag n colleague tel me abit bout her.. her name wad marnelie lol.. rem las time e visa guy came 2 conduct survey cos we accept visa den nid a name i showed him my tag, den e name is marnelie he abit erm.. haha aniwae even though we all frm diff country, every1 can converse very well thnx 2 chinese, i muz reali agree dat chinese is very impt n dat ppl shd nv neglect e importance of it.. due to chinese, we all can communicate n cooperate better..
k.. time 2 tel yangyang bedtime stry... zzz

4D

2005-04-24T09:42:00.001-07:00

its been very long since i blogged.. haha today quite alot of thins happened hence i decided 2 blog.. at ard nitetime gt china customers came 2 e shop den i looked n observed wad ey do.. wah ey reali amaze me.. at first 1 of em bump in2 me n she mk a tulan sound.. i remained nonchalant or tml boss ask me tk yong jiu hols.. den i tot onli i bu shuang em.. but e auntie wrkin w me.. i heard her say wah "shi zhong guo mei" hahah cos e auntie ask em whether ey nid help w e sizes ey say no nid den ey go mess up everythin.. bth hate dis kind.. den as if lk dis not enuf, when ey payin ey stl tao jia huan jia.. den e other auntie wrkn w me, she oso bth her face oso gt nian se i look at both of e aunties i cant tahan den i burst out luffin, auntie oso gt abit aum chio den she beat me n say wad i luffin at.. den when e china ppl turn 2 look at me i control pretend i nt luffin cos damn obvious..
sian today came hm my bro told my e 4D words i bought kai.. sian when i fang den ey kai.. bth.. bt dese wrds reali amaze me.. at first i was packin stocks den dese nos like callin out 2 me ask me 2 look at em.. when i look ey r like twins 4357 and 4375 bt i feel more attached to the 4357 (i guess all du gui tok lk dis lol) so i decided 2 place 1dollar bet on it.. i bought on wed n it kai on sun.. if onli i placed 2 more days.. :'(
penny, wad is lost can b earned bck dun b sad k? i can understand how u feel bt nm, e theif wil get banged by a bicycle n die 1.. dun dwell on it, soon u wil buy bck more thins n ey wil replace e old 1s..

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2005-04-12T09:45:00.000-07:00

consolin isnt gd at al, when u noe e truth, its no use hearin dose stuff, ey dun hav e effect of comfortin. i hate it when u show me dose eyes..
Ineverfeltthisemptybefore
Weareallrowingtheboatoffate
Thewaveskeeponcominandwecan'tescape
Butifweevergetlostonourway
Thewaveswouldguideyouthruanotherday

Ps day lol

2005-03-28T20:17:00.000-08:00

wow so long nv blog le.. haha listenin 2 wad my bro is tokin while bloggin.. he is tellin me deres a guy hu likes 2 wear women's undergarment out 2 street twice to thrice a week.. eeeeeeeeeee if i ever come across dis kind of ppl, i wil use wad i learnt in bishi bashi n beat e hell outta him :x
Ytd was a very fun day, went out w belinda 2 PS 2 catch Hitch, wow, it was super nice, ders dis part whr alot of ppl cldnt stp luffin while i cldnt luff... y? cos when i saw e albert dancin.. i cldnt luff.. i was o.O" den i luffed til i cried.. Haha b4 e show i went arcade w belinda 2 play bishi bashi den we gt 1 more credit by chance so we played 1 more time lol hahah i jz love e dice, cos i oways win!! but i hate e pencil lead, cos belinda oways win 1!! Lol, aft tt went 2 esplanade soooo quiet n nice n we sit til 11+ den rush hm le.. Now i m broken/broke/broker.... so muz find job first den enjoy my hols!!

woohooooohuuuu!!!

2005-03-24T08:13:00.000-08:00

today finali finish last paper le!!!! yyyyyaaaaayyyyy!!! hahaha today met david, louis n regina 2 study last min b4 our last paper came hahah den anihow study n went 4 e paper, duno hw many sub :( i mz take bt nm, enjoy first den die later lol.. today haha smth funi happened, jesher called louis 2 ask hw 2 draw smth of dfund2 de, den david took e hp n say jz draw a circle can liao hahaha den jesher was like HUH!!!
aft exams went 2 meet my world mst 2 bestest frens penny n jiahui.. hahah ey dam funi, even though i was feelin reali tired, bt i feel very hapi.. so long nv mit em le, esp penny even when we same sch due 2 e exams, so today i was reali very xinfu!!
i hope can mit em everyday n play n play lol til i reali faint due 2 insufficient slp... Bought a banana boat, ready 2 tanned myself le!! Now my skin color reali too unhealthy, haha hope i can get e skin color i wan!!

I feel reali hurt

2005-03-18T12:59:00.000-08:00

U seemed to get wad i mean bt actuali u dun.. Its more worth it onli when e person loves u as much as u gave her, i hope u can understand.. U nid time.. Is der onli dose 3 alternatives? Dats y i said i hate myself 4 bein so indecisiv, if i had stood firm den we wld hav maintained e relationship we had at first... as frens.. I wan u 2 promise me 2 remain hu u r cos i dun wan 2 c another u..
i m sry..

tired yet strong..

2005-03-14T09:34:00.000-08:00

I feel reali tired yet i cant stp doin thins.. Mayb dis wil refrain me frm tinkin too much.. I hope things wil reali turn out well, at least wad i minimumli tot wld be.. If I cld choose, i hope i can b a more decisiv person hu oways mks e rite choice.. My fren told me dat dis wld b a hard yr 4 me n tt i mz b strong, ty my fren.. I wil.. i hope i can too..

lyrics of a song tt touches ppl

2005-03-12T21:59:00.000-08:00

Came across a very old song w e very meaninful lyric.. E art of lettin go..
Mayb lettin go isint as hard as u tink..

Put away the pictures, put away the memories
I go over and over through my tears
I've held them 'til I'm blind, they kept my hope alive
as if somehow that might keep you here
won't you believe in a love forevermore
how do you leave it in a drawer

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
unchain my heart that's holding on
how do I start to live my life alone
guess I'm just learning, learning the art of letting go

Try to say it's over, say the word good bye
but each time it catches in my throat
you're still here with me and i can't set you free
so I hold on to what i wanted most
maybe someday we'll be friends forevermore
wish I could open up that door

Now here it comes the hardest part of all
unchain my heart that's holding on
how do I start to live my life alone
guess I'm just learning, learning the art of letting go

Watching us fade, what can I do?
but try to make it through the pain
not one more day without you

Where do I start to live my life alone
I guess I'm learning, I'll be learning
learning the art of letting go

u r nt alone...

2005-03-11T20:02:00.000-08:00

I've gt dis feelin tt i wil b goin thru this thin another time. I know it is part n parcel of life bt it oredy happened once, I dun wan e 2nd time. I reali dun wan 2 tk back e thin tt wil stabilize me, its terrible 2 rely on smth.. If onli i had been more decisiv.. things wun b lk dis nw..

honey..nice song...

2005-03-06T03:23:00.000-08:00

ytd smth very funi happened.. hahaha at first me, jiahui n penny wanted 2 tk train 1, bt me n penny reached e plattform first n den e train was oredy der, we panicked n was decidin whether 2 tk, den i jiao yangX2 jumped into e train ask em 2 jump in oso... when i turned ard, e door was closin... i asked em 2 jump in quickly den gt a big-sized uncle sud appear den he squeezed in........ wo de tian.... he was e last 1 2 get in.. e door closed den i heard jiahui screamin OMG ahahhaa den we do hand signs 2 decide wad 2 do.. e train started 2 move den we all kp luffin... when e train left, i turned ard n i realized all e passengers were lookin at me.... i feel lk a parrot -.-" i bth luff to myself n gt dwn at e nxt stp, den when i alighted i saw my bro ahhaha so qiao den he waited 4 another train w me n he went starbucks le.. wa.. bought alot of clothes ytd... sniff.. cant buy any more for 1 yr le.. or i will b broke!!! today went 2 sch 2 discuss bout my play ahahaha den e play was goin too biantai le.. e wolves wan 2 rape snow white all dese.. poor snow white, heng not my role.. in fact i gt e chance 2 kick snow white's ass ahahhaha kenny gona suffer thruout e biantai play le... den aft e play today went 2 meet belinda cos she wans 2 buy chocs 4 her proj, on my way i was sittin w 2 of my grp members cos ey took 69 oso.. den when ey hear i meetin a ger ey oso wan tag along ahahahahaha den aft we all met le ey say ey taggin along w us den ey kp flashin very big n courteous smile ahahhaah i cldnt stp luffin.. of cos ey were kiddin den aft 5 min me n belinda parted w em le... now so late le.. beta start my wrk liao...

tired n worn out..

2005-02-26T22:08:00.000-08:00

wah!!! ytd penny bdae VERY HIONG JIAAAAAAAAaaaa, now my face feels lk its burnin, my back is aching frm e piggyback race n my body says it wanzzzz more slp thnkzzzz to alll e runnin n walkin..
hahaha initiali when we go 2 penny hse, her maid n bro regconised us n let us in wo penny knowin, den we go to her room n anihow slp, throw things like our room n when penny comes out frm e bathrm.. she wans 2 pound our c****...
we went 2 parkway 2 buy e food we nidzzz 4 e pinic aahhaha bought alot n we walked ard lk crabpeople crabpeople.... den it was ard 4pm when we finished buyin, so we decided 2 tk cab 2 changi.. on e way der e sky looked lk it wan 2 cry so we changed route to pasir ris instead..
at pasir ris no comments.... hahahaha we did too mani stupid things le... we jumped frm e rcks n used digi cam 2 capture E KOOOLLL SHOT ahahahah me n jiahui more gd at tiao lou except 4 our da PENG YOU penny!!!!! hahahahaha she jumped til she wan 2 die le den she gt a VERY BEAUTFUULL SHOT!!!!!
E sparklers reali very nice, reali very very nice...... heng penny gt bring, SRY TT I SAID AIYA NO NID 1 LA xD... hahahah we dumped does things into e sea 2 challenge c who can throw e furthest den in e end e sea gt smoke come out..... ahhhhhhhh so we throw it into e tress instead...
E piggyback race ahahahah bth, at first i jumped on jiahui den penny continued n jumped on me.. in de end she pushed us n ran off... jiahui n me fell 2 e grd.. penny..... U R DAMN GOOD MAN!!! x.x We do piggyback racin c hu reach earliest den jiahui carried penny, i carried belinda n danny carried weekhee... we JIAAAAAAAAAA n played lk foooolllsss hahaahaha n e funniest part is when someone felll.. belinda u suc!!! lol almost made me fell :x
I m very hapi tt we can find a time lk dis 2 gather n play lk monkeys, penny.. good suggestion tt we go 2 e beach, e firewrks r reali beautifulll.. i m glad u enjoyed ur 18th bdae :))))) JIAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

Penny..jz 4 u!!! Hapi 18th bdae!!!!!!

2005-02-25T08:03:00.000-08:00

Penny Mo Shu Ya.. BAOLU'S most impt fren in her sick world of HERS/MINE.. dis blog is written at 12.00am sharp jz 4 Uzzzzz.. Be strong k n i hope u wil reali b happy, i feel very XINFUx888888 TIMES 2 hav such a lousy fren lk u for sooo long.. hope it wil last forever or i wil die de.. i wish tt things ard u wil b beautifullll jz lk u n tt al ur wishes come true.. Love u oways n i hope u wil love my present, esp e wrappin paper, i took a very long time 2 choose de.. belinda n jiahui almost kicked me dwn frm 3 levels.. its reali very nice.. LOVE Uuuuuuu... oh ya..... we no nid 2 pretend we smoke le.. we muz smoke n puff at ppl'sssszzzzzz face, go chiong n rock e disco ball ahahahaa n techno FEVER HIGH HIGH HIGH AHHHHHHH AHHAHAHAA :x den we go purposely choose all e M18 movie let belinda n jiahui JEALOUS AHAHAHAHAHAH!!! oh ya... n rem ur fav kind of vcd.. we shd get it TML! JIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

ADIDAS ownd..

2005-02-24T23:56:00.000-08:00

Wah duno y recently so hot!!! N so many places r on fire, hope spore will snow soon.. today met up w xiangyin.. soooo long nv c her le, miss her ahaha, she initiali bought chocolates 4 her fren bdae de, den on e bus she say she wan 2 open n eat herself lol actuali i dun mind cos at least i hav a share in it.. she is sooo cute n bitchy :x .. n XIANGYIN U STL SKINNY LA!!
In bookshop saw jara today, i kp starin at her, stl find her as pretty as last time den when she looked back, she looked for 5 secs den she regconise finali lol den i said hi 2 her n said bye lol she stl friendly..
Ytd went out w jiahui, her jokes, which i dun tink she meant to joke 1, stl so damn funi i luff til bth, den so qiao we saw yongying n jasmine lol so we stood der n chatted abit b4 we continue to wrk lk pilipino maids.. ahahah n jiahui kp sayin wad, if she leave she packed her sausages n meatballs w her bth leh cos i reali imagine she take em away like scaredy cat lol..
today aft i met xiangyin i went to simei 2 meet my bro, he everytime wan 2 eat good stuff sure cal me go cos he noe i m fat ass, gt food i sure on :( n i reali on lol
went to eat bk den i super thristy no appetite, so i finish 1 cup of pepsi den my paopaocha cant finish wasted.. but not reali wasted cos i dabao home, auntie spirit!!
den when i queuein 4 my paopaocha saw 2 guys frm my sec sch 1, i tot ey wun regconise me, so i pretend i din c :x den i heard my name lol i very shocked den i turned ey pretned not ey call 1 hahhahaha bth den he finali looked back n luff so i smile oso, wah ey so friendly 1, nice ppl! i m sry i was slutty at first lol..
Wanted 2 get perfume long ago le, oways use my bro 1 wil paiseh de, bt his 1 reali vnice smell!! So today i shun bian go 2 c w my bro in simei, i tried at least 10 den i bu hao yi shi if i jz walked out wo buyin anitin, i wen dao my nose oso duno zai wen se mo le lol so i decided on e adidas perfume cos it smells refreshin n not strong, i hate dose flowery smell 1 so e adidas mks a gd choice..
Tml is penny bdae so i beta prepare all e things needed, hope she wil luv e present i gave her n enjoy her bdae.. Penny, enjoy ur 18 bdae k, i hope ull 4get bout dose unhapi things, n if anitin happens, call baolu, she wil slap u awake JIAAAAA lol
Ok, now muz prepare 2 go out n mit belinda le, muz go shop 4 presents xD ... i very tired so i hope can reach home earlier today.. :)))

is it time 4 me 2 fil?

2005-02-22T08:46:00.000-08:00

very long nv update my blog le.. recently alot of things happened.. n mst importantly.. i nid 2 slp.. if onli i cld slp a yr wo wakin up, n when i wake up, everythin in pieces liao, n i feel energetic 100 times!! my tests, oh gewd.. hope can finish everythin by dis week.. n.. hmm... hmm.. yawnz.. i nid 2 slp now..... zzzz

its chi nw yr lol!

2005-02-10T07:01:00.000-08:00

hmm.. so fast 2 days over liao.. den tml sch again heng 4 two hrs onli lol aniwae happy chinese new year everybody!! feel very tired.. jz ran up e stairs cos lazy 2 tk lift.. wah 8 floor can reali kill, bt my fren der 12 floor lol if lift break dwn no nid 2 go home liao.. dis yr go my relativ der feel its beta dan last yr cos ey kp smilin alot, more den last yr, angbao oso collect finish liao $$$$$!!! heheh tml muz bank in so in time of big storm strong wave gt my bank 2 befriend me.. today whole day at home waitin 4 ppl 2 come my hse, actuali wanted 2 go learn mahjong 1, bt in e end belinda!!! lol u were nt at home, den lonely panda die of loneliness, n i cant go n learn hw 2 b du shen.. kp eatin at home, at nite play bomberman w my cousin, my bro n his gf.. hahah xin nian sha ren zhen guo yin ^^.. now goin 2 b 12am le.. go pack my things n do jigsaw puzzle liao... gong xi gong xi.. gong xi fa cai.. ji nian gong zhu da jia xin xiang shi chen!!

fun nite at UR hse!!

2005-02-04T21:05:00.000-08:00

wa very tired today, ;O yawnzzzzz... slpt 3 hrs, peeennnyyy, meeeee, weeekheee n dannnyyy spent e nite at belinda's hse w pennny, meeeeeee, weeeekheee n dannnny.. went 2 k-box den we >>Dj GiV uS a HOT tRaCk PlS..<< 4 one nite in beijing by shin haahhaa every1 act suaku n sang like a rooster 2 sing tt song cos if we dun act suaku n sing lk a rooster how 2 sing tt song.. belinda's hse renovated, i very long nv go le.. very nice leh n e aircon super cold.. so we spent a nite at e south pole.... den peeennnnyy freezed... bt she hypnotized herself 2 slp.. she'd rather die in e coldness.. weekhee n danny super close very good!!!!! Dis kind of relationship i tink its 4eva 1.. weekhee congrats cos u r 18 le, an YOUNG adult! muaahahahhaa... so long nv go out together le.. very nice goin out w em, very fun^^ ... jz dis mrnin went 2 hav ronald mcdonald's fooddd w peennyy.. he cooked super nice n its very ex oso.. broke liao spent so much of my money.. penny ordered e cow n i ordered e dog.. she drink miilloo n i la kopi.. tts y nw stl gt energy 2 blog.. belinda so chan later stl muz go sch.. jiayou k!! CHIONG AHHH! -.-" lol ok la sry k we hai u slp so lil, bt u r a damn gd host, cos at first me n penny wan watch vcd 1, den when u on, we both fell aslp... end up onli u watched! Nnnnnn ur sofa super shu fu.. mk me dun wan wake up.. hope 2 go out w u all soon k.. go catch up w my slp first later stl hav tution.. :))))))

slpy...

2005-02-01T16:26:00.000-08:00

today woke up so early 2 rush my wrk again.. stl skip 2 lecs 2 do dese.. now i tink of sec sch days.. i reali feel so sad.... smtimes knowin more ppl onli mks ur life more complicated.. i very tired liao, recently kp leng dongin my hp, onli replyin dose ppl i've known frm last time, wads e use of knwin more ppl when u noe u gona lose em soon.. it wil mk u onli sadder... while i feel so sad bout it,somtimes i wonder do ey even feel a thin...
sec sch days hav a bunch of damn close frens, its quite true tt aft sec sch, u can c hu r ur reali closest frens, cos ey wil b der 4 u, no matter how many times u hav fought w em..
recently kp tinkin bout my life last time, i tink its nicer, i hav a bunch of close frens n tts it, other ppl r jz hi-bye frens.. dis is even greater, even though when ppl ask me, how many frens do u hav? even if i onli hav 1, i wil b proud 2 say tt.. den yesterday tokin 2 belinda bout it.. quite true she oso agree tt more ppl onli mks ur life more complicated..
hmm, beta start treasurin my close frens now, n treat my exisitin frens beta.. other than tt, i gona b a bitch n hope ey f off frm my life, mayb ey hopin i f off frm eir life too..i wil b damn nice n act super swt unless ey gt some use muahahahaha ^^ aw.. purple.. r u tinkin of wad i m tinkin..

shen ming shi ni de, yao ba ta bian de chan lan, huo duo luo, dou shi ni de xuan ze

2005-01-31T03:55:00.000-08:00

说着笑着的午后钟声一直在停留
风声静静躺着在诱惑
我一个人在角落没有你陪伴的我
连寂寞都笑我太堕落
广场旁边的烟囱烟雾弥漫你面容
我悄悄背颂你的温柔喝着加温后的啤酒
这样唯美的镜头是否只存在故事之中
在你的身后时间把过去带走
时间把镜头带走不假思索回忆不放手
好想在跟你牵着手牵着你给我的温柔
哭过以后眼泪还是不停的流
在你身后时间把画面带走
时间把镜头带走不假思索回忆不放手
好想在跟你牵着手牵着曾有过的温柔
哭过以后眼泪还是不停的的流
遇见彩虹
雨下过之后街角出现彩虹
泪流乾之后有彩虹

jiu shi ni!

2005-01-29T23:57:00.000-08:00

wah head very pain.. i tink i slpt too much yesterday.. listenin 2 tong kuai.. bt worse dun feel tong kuai at all.. finidn mo li.. belinda intro 1, very touchin n grateful lyrics..
haha tryin 2 figur hw 2 mk e songs in my blog wrk yesterday, den ask eugene, wahhaha he found alot of codings den he go all blog den get all e codes lol lk a pro theif! ^^ ty ah..
tml sch startin le.. sian diao.. bt heng gt mst of e days can meet purple or even more sian.. hai hate sch, nuthin interestin....
beta pack all my things nw, or tml rush lk mad, 9 oclock start sch 9oclock den step out of hse.. dis bad habit dun change i tink my teachers use electric shock me..
haiiii today stuck againnnnn sooo siannnnnnn...

Bah!!! :))))

2005-01-28T19:31:00.000-08:00

yesterday came hm my mum kp scoldin me, den today i wake up she giv me black face dun tok 2 me.. :((((( but can c she nt tt angry animore le, cos my bro told me my mum made breakfast 4 me n told me 2 go eat.. hai if i m my own mum i tink i wil scold myself even more.. nw kana grounded.. today n tml oso cant go out.. all my fault....
hahahaha purple ur blog ah, even more excitin den e drop snow 1(i tink she suit xia yu more)... go fiona, we support u! actuali we support OU XUAN more LOL.. so many pics u wan 2 qie w every1??? lol aniwae its very nice n u lk very PIAO LIAO so dun complain bout ur beautiful hair le.. b ur hair so kelian so beautiful le stl kana scoldin frm u :(((( hahaa aniwae we beta get into e same cds! den we can qie e fashion show! n hor y my hp 2nd nicest n urs nicest?? ahhahaha i m a sad panda....
Yesterday went out w belinda hahah very long nv go out w her le.. in e end we nv shop, y? cos sian liao, walk left same thin, walk right same thin so we decided to walk into 2 a black box.. actuali all along we wanted 1 ahahhahaah... super nice, black box gt hao duo shuai ge... hao duo mei nu, den aft black box we kp chattin, tok lk old aunties.. everythin oso tok oso bargain.. den in e end we decided 2 tk bus.. bt me n belinda change bus-stop cos she wan shun her admirer.. gt admirer stl shun lol... in e end... we found out e bus-stop dun hav our bus.. heng belinda realize or dis mrnin we stl der waitin 4 our 518..
aniwae.. my fren won hip-hop champion in ngee ann city.. congratssss lol cheersss??

tired of everythin..

2005-01-26T08:00:00.000-08:00

i duno whther 2 feel hapi or sad.. i onli noe i m reali very tired now.. i tink dis sch hols is worse den sch days 4 me.. i feel more tired den b4.. i learnt nt 2 giv promises animore.. last time i used 2 loathe indecisive ppl.. bt now, i begun 2 realise tt at least being indecisive is beta.. cos when u dun giv ani promises, u wil b more free.. its reali tirin 2 finish all my stuff.. how i wish i was nt here..

i'm feelin myself again..

2005-01-24T19:16:00.000-08:00

:'( i m sooo touched tt my comp is stl kickin lk a normal kid, yesterday it auto-shut dwn.. i almost died frm heart attack.. dis CHINESE guy..if u r readin dis.. mayb today is ur turn, ur tv wil spoil!^^heheheh...yesterday slpt at 3.. smsin my fren 2 say sry.. heng she super nice 4giv me, stl tel me tt if i feel free we can go out n shop :))) phew.. today wake up super early.. wk up at 9.. cos e water supply wil stp due 2 construction.... bath le n do everythin i nid 2 do w water den i online le.. haha today goin out.. by e time i come bac, gt water le.. very gd :))) hope purple feelin beta le... cos i m quite worried..... bt dun wori purple, anitin i wil stick 2 u 24/7....recently super free.. hols den gt time 2 blog.. when hols end i tink my blog sure very depressin 1.. cos i get back my terrible results le.. den i complain here.. ahahah i onli noe hw 2 complain duno hw 2 wrk hard 4 it.. jialat le.. nm stp my blog here....

finali..

2005-01-23T22:38:00.000-08:00

finali found e skin i wanted.. i noe it might b quite common bt as long as its nice, i dun mind.. today i put my hp away.. cos im afraid 2 go out.. i noe i m bein irresponsible again bt i m worried tt if i go out again, der r too many things tt i hav 2 delay settlin.. yesterday nite while i stare out of e window, ders a star directly infront(above) of me.. very long nv c dis liao.. den i tink i spent bout an hr lookin at e star n tinkin bout everythin b4 i fell aslp... shdnt hav done so.. or i wun feel so terrible now.. jz remembered i saw an interestin blog yesterday, it was by an american ger hu jz broke up w her bf.. she feels dejected n her blog looked depressin, her welcom wrds r like.. sad, rejected, lost, n written in caps somore.... wad reali amaze me is tt she din reali use dose depressin colors lk black in her blog yet she is able 2 bring out da sadness in her jz by her wrds, actuali i wanted 2 put out e url in here, bt i tink its nt very appropriate.. hmmm.. its onli 3pm in e aftnoon now, i stl gt loads of time 2 do all my things.. hai, i tink mostly apologizin.. y m i such a disorganized person..by e end of dis wk.. hope can finish doin all e things i promised other ppl.. 4 dose whom i oredy broke e promise, i m reali sry, meet up nxt time if u al nt tt angry k..... hope 2 meet up w my close frens whom i haven met 4 so long le, miss em.. or Or...i..i wil..hmm u gt fd in da a.. cant tk it can u?!?

r u wad i tink wad u r??

2005-01-17T19:12:00.000-08:00

today i blog super early cos i noe at nite sure no time 1.. today is emaths 2.. 4 dis test.. i reali hope i can get wad i wan, cos i put in e effort, study til i gt severe headache.. i dun reali care bout other subj.. bt 4 maths, i cant stand it when i c ppl w higher mrks den me lol duno y... aniwae, 2 more pps n i can go hav fun w my fren! so my frens out der.. duno y i gt a feelin u all feelin dwn, cheer up k? i giv u treat la :PpPp gd luck 2 e ppl hu has more test cumin! n... i hate ppl hu tk mcs 2 run away frm tests..... dun do tt!!! >:(

how does it feel 2 b diff frm me

2005-01-14T01:16:00.000-08:00

ahha today sch very short so very hapi :))) got bac alot of results le, i feel very man zhu, dfund so shock cos i pass edev even more shocked cos 24/30, i tot gona 0.5/30.. haha bt my frens all 29 or 30 lol nm, term test zai bi yi chi ba! :)) aft today den term test le, so its my last chance 2 ask e guy whr he color his hair cos e color he mixed super nice 1.. bt i stl dun dare 2 kai kou.... lk a useless turtle.....den i realise smth, everytime my class gt ani new guy or ger, i wil b e last 1 2 know em... mayb i reali zi bi..
ahaha den in sch bei regina 'laugong'' pian, he say help me hold my burger den i let him hold, in e end he almost eat, heng i hands fast legs fast, snatch back, bt if he eat oso nm :)) ask regina 2 pay me bac, laugong do wrong things, lau po pay!!
aft sch met purple, in e bus, too many ppl very squeezy den purple spotted a guy hu has same hair as qiu ze den she WAH QIU ZE AH den we both ahahahahah lol heng we gt seats eventuali or we roll lk dead fish...
ok.. muz study le den wil hav xin 2 play in term break, yeppie! :))

yay!! :))))

2005-01-12T18:52:00.000-08:00

yesterday was a gd day cos i slpt 4 10hrs.. very long nv lk tt liao, so i very you jing shen ahha den i stay in sch to study, at first wanted 2 stay longer den 10 1, bt me n purpl scared kana locked up den we hav 2 jump dwn frm e bridge.. so we decided 2 run out of e sch hehe den aft tt we went 2 hav supper at 201, wow we oredered 3 things, hahahaah purple n me broke record, cos we din finsh our food, too full... purple, y nv da bao?? den we can eat today??
haha den at e brigde purple say stupid things again, say wad we do e uncle YAY n use the tshirt to cover our head hahaha i cant stp luffin cos i imagine i n purple in soccer jersey den doin an ahpek posture... today is thurs.. hmm i tink i wil study in sch again, cos more efficient, at home too many things 2 do, very dangerous :))) muz prepare 4 sch le .... JIA!...

y.... hmm..

2005-01-10T05:25:00.000-08:00

today went bac 2 tripod den found out my acc kana banned... thx 2 all dose ppl hu dl my songs frm e webpage, so cheapskate... hai den i reopened a new one n tried 2 put song 2 my blog.. bt stl not successful leh... duno y..
today my lab all wan dan :( dis is my punishment, 4 selectin things 2 study..
ahaha nm, wrk harder for e others.. i noe confrm same thin wil happen again :PpPPp
today sch quite borin, heng meet purple, den nt so borin, cos we bth bored+bored = not bored.. ate zhai today so me n purple grew healthier.. lol
wad else, hmmm nuthin else leh.. mayb onli i start my bad habit again, 8 oclock start sch, 8 am leave 4 sch, hai... waste taxi fare again...

pls let e song come out of my blog :'(

i went crazy over her :pPpPp

2005-01-09T06:14:00.000-08:00

today went 2 watch kungfu hustle again, dis is e second time watchin it bt i stl tink its nice lol stl tink e female lead reali very pretty, in fact, shes e prettiest ger ive ever seen... when she smile, she looks very.. erm ders no word 2 describe, bt she gt e ability 2 mk me feel lk a lesbain..
she doesnt has very obvious mkup, n she is skinny skinny de bt look healthy, can use cute 2 describe her figure, n her face is like... wow... my bro kpt sayin soooo chio, sooo pretty..so swee..
lol i tink me n my bro gona fight over her le..
tml gt so many test again, hope term test n everythin faster finish so i can go jb 2 shop! :)

heeh shoppin is great, purple rite?