Thursday, December 01, 2005
aaa.. i dun wan!! im dam scard.. i dun wan 2 gain a kilo.. nt even 100g.. i wil b dam paranoid.. i dun dare 2 tk my wgt.. cos im afraid 2 c whr e needle stps..
i rem durin e hols when i took my wgt i was dam shockd.. cos i gaind 2 kilo.. den i did more sports n lost 4 kilos in e end.. so i trid 2 maintain.. cos maintainin is easier den losin..
recently i duno wads wrong.. im so old 4 puberty le bt i jz kpt eatin lol.. jz lk tdy.. i had a heavy lunch.. evenin ate w belinda n daivd.. den in e nite i ate so much.. went tamp w my mum.. n i had rotiboy, n.. n.. n.. so many ns' tt i cldnt even rem wad i had..
u cant blame me 4 bein paranoid.. cos im a ger.. n gers r lk dis... :'(
nxt wk is dam stress.. so many upcomin quizzes.. n e worst thin is.. i eat mor when im stress.. o..om..omg.... :'( i muz hpynotize myslf nw.. i hate nice food.. i onli lk watr... n vegetabls...
you're the reason ;
6:50 AM
