Sunday, January 23, 2005
finali found e skin i wanted.. i noe it might b quite common bt as long as its nice, i dun mind.. today i put my hp away.. cos im afraid 2 go out.. i noe i m bein irresponsible again bt i m worried tt if i go out again, der r too many things tt i hav 2 delay settlin.. yesterday nite while i stare out of e window, ders a star directly infront(above) of me.. very long nv c dis liao.. den i tink i spent bout an hr lookin at e star n tinkin bout everythin b4 i fell aslp... shdnt hav done so.. or i wun feel so terrible now.. jz remembered i saw an interestin blog yesterday, it was by an american ger hu jz broke up w her bf.. she feels dejected n her blog looked depressin, her welcom wrds r like.. sad, rejected, lost, n written in caps somore.... wad reali amaze me is tt she din reali use dose depressin colors lk black in her blog yet she is able 2 bring out da sadness in her jz by her wrds, actuali i wanted 2 put out e url in here, bt i tink its nt very appropriate.. hmmm.. its onli 3pm in e aftnoon now, i stl gt loads of time 2 do all my things.. hai, i tink mostly apologizin.. y m i such a disorganized person..by e end of dis wk.. hope can finish doin all e things i promised other ppl.. 4 dose whom i oredy broke e promise, i m reali sry, meet up nxt time if u al nt tt angry k..... hope 2 meet up w my close frens whom i haven met 4 so long le, miss em.. or Or...i..i wil..hmm u gt fd in da a.. cant tk it can u?!?
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