Saturday, December 23, 2006
ive been tinkin.. if u love som1.. wld u like 2 spend all special occassions w dis som1? n if u dun, does tt mean u dun love tt person?
i looked ard me, n bein honest w myslf.. im filled w envy.. but im glad.. cos all my frens r able 2 spend dis special day w e person ey loved.. wo ani reminders, ani hesitations, ey knew tt ey were goin 2 spend special occassions tog.. is dis wad u call true love?
ppl quarreld, i mean i c my fren gettin into quarel w eir bf, bt thins wil b fine soon aftr, cos tt person is mkin e effort 2 b w u.. somhw, its ordy blessed 2 hav tt person w u.. irregardless whr u all might b spendin.. isnt it?
jz hope dudes wil reali enjoy emselves today.. love u all..
im bein too hopeful smtimes n reali dumb.. i cant even voice out 4 thins i wan... so perhaps im a lousy gf..
i kp hearin dis.. n i like it alot..
true love lasts a lifetime, true?
you're the reason ;
9:24 PM
Saturday, June 24, 2006
i duno whether tt was said 2 piss me off in purpose bt e truth was i gt pissed off. i realised wad a petty person i was bt somehw i acted lk it didnt mean a thin at all.. cos i smiled..
i wantd 2 giv a cal n i ended up nt doin it cos i cant forget e face tt was given 2 me, in a sacarstic way.. ok fine.. i tel myself.. cos i compared myself 2 him.. in a similar situation n how both of us handled it so differently.. n so i got angrier..
til nw im stl so pissed off.. omg.
u gave smth u loved away. 2 some1 u loved even more. n wad did u get?
mayb im nt tt petty aft all.. though i got nuthin.. i stl gave it away.
cos tt was smth i wantd 2 do initiali. though thins turn out 2 b so disappointin..
The Little Prince,
its reali worth readin all over again.. :))) though i gt another gd book in my hands..
My book cover.. bt its in white.. dis seems older..
The Little Prince, in different languages.. der r 25 in total..
you're the reason ;
12:21 AM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
u have to learn thins e hard way..
tt was e onli sentence i registered among e thousands words that woman said..
when i looked into her eyes, i wasnt payin attention..
i was juz tryin 2 show her i was payin attention when i wasnt..
i was tinkin of othr thins.. thins prior to anitin she said..
that was e onli sentence registered cos it was e onli sentence tt made sense..
bt somhow it wasnt easy 2 learn thins e hard way..
u hav 2 b a very strong person.. which i cldnt tel animor whether its gd.
i agree when som1 said dis..
when a ger is tinkin of e thousand possibilities of wad cld b happenin, a guy is juz startin his first.. how true..
i believed in u, no matter wad othrs said..
bt hw much further can i go when i start 2 doubt myself..
went out at 7+ tdy.. we spent our time tokin bout alot of thins.. it was nice cos she gave me alot of advice.. thru her own experience.. i had 2 b grateful 2 my bro.. 4 findin som1 dis great, thnks 4 ur company, my dear bro's gf.. :)))
if i had 2 b honest w myself, im nt feelin gd recently. n dis feelin kps draggin..
when wil e ful stop comes. til smth gd happens, or smth bad.
u woke me up at 10+ unintentionali, n im reali nt pissed off.. in fact, im glad.. thank u, such person, at least u made my day nicer.. :)))
you're the reason ;
7:18 AM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
if i were u.
i would feel disappointd.
i wouldnt understand hw thins cld even end up dis way.
i would b pissed off.
tdy, 4 e whole day, i stood in his position.. tinkin if i were him..
hw cld i ever forgiv myself? 4 bein me.. ive been too self-centred, imature n useless.
4 wad he hav done, n 4 wad i hav did, im lost 4 words.. if ders a fcker in every relationship, im e 1.
e day started off badly, n i ended it worse.. im impressd...
i shd learn hw 2 treat som1 beta. esp som1 so impt 2 me right nw..
im reali sry...
you're the reason ;
5:30 AM
Saturday, April 29, 2006
its a repeated process.. i get angry n den tel myself nt to.. den i GOT nt angry.. bt once again i got angry again.. n i gt nt angry all over AGAIN..
... i kpt thins 2 myself.. so tt i wil graduali forget.. cos if i mk a big fuss i wld remember it..
i kp tinkin n tryin.. im afraid 1 day i wil stp doin all dese.. cos its in me.. i dun lk 2 mk myself... pathetic...
......
you're the reason ;
11:56 AM
Thursday, April 27, 2006
i hate sch.. n i jz hate it mor n mor as day passes..
i cldnt believe wad i did tdy.. dis is smth i noe i wil nv do.. mayb i dun even noe wad im doin.. cos im too pissed off..
im reali sry.. my fren.. i hate 2 tk it out on a person who is not involved.. cos i noe e feelin suc.. fck.. im losin self-control..
i guess im reachin my limits.
its true.. simple thins owys mks sense.. im jz too stubborn smtimes..
you're the reason ;
5:32 AM
Friday, April 14, 2006
though we seldom meet.. bt i'd feel close 2 u each time we tok.. ur wrds mk sense.. it nv failed 2.. e last time we met was ages ago bt e feelin is stl e same.. u noe me wel..
im glad we tok tdy.. even though it wasnt long.. though i din reali say anitin.. bt thins seemed 2 b alrite since.. mayb its e way u c thins.. e way u look at thins in a way i cldnt..
i giv up. somehw.
you're the reason ;
10:22 AM
